of course I want to meet the guy and hug him and kiss him and dress him and bathe him...

• Exercise
• Eat carbs for dinner I am on a diet by my doc)
• Split a bottle of wine
• wear my jeans
• rediscover my wardrobe
• not breathe like tony soprano
• take a HOT bath
• roll over in bed without a ton of effort
• not be stared at
• not have to make a nice joke when people say how HUGE i am