- i don't like being online when you're online
- i hate that you still have ways to contact me
- i hate that i still think you're really cute
- sometimes you still make my heart skip a beat when i get online & see you
- but usually i smile when you get offline because then i don't have to worry about being tempted to say hi
- i try to ignore the fact that whenever you talk to me, i still consider trying to make things work
- but then i realize that i'm really silly & i let the optimistic side of me take over the realistic side
- i wish you would read this
- maybe you do?
- either way, i don't really think it would change your mind
- you probably think i hate you
- i don't, i just don't think i should like you, because we all know where that has gotten me..nowhere
- i wish you would call me, or text me
- no actually i don't, because that would really bother me more
- but i want you to know that a very small part of me misses you, even though you won't read this or ever care about me in the way i want.
aug 23 2011 ∞
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