• I don't know what's stopping me

from telling you how I really feel, sweaty palms and rippled heartbeats.

To put it simply: I can't wait forever, I'm impatient and incredibly stubborn. You are beautiful but you don't see things the way I do.

Please don't tell me sweet things unless you really mean them because I will shoot up your words and they will stay within my veins..

When you're over the past you'll know where to find me because holding onto this sliver of hope is wearing me d o w n. Maybe you'll get it this time but I don't expect much.

• You have been a trigger

to me since day one. And I can't blame anyone else for pushing me to the point where I can no longer bend, I can only snap.

• If confidence is the key

Then why are all of the People I find beautiful Filled with insecurities?

• There are monsters in this bed

Wrapping their silk threads In and out of my head Bones tied down like Anchors out at sea.