• so.. I got confined for 3 days :D

the reason was.. my body couldn't take the stress and the pressure of everything happening all at once. it was a random yasumi when I woke up at 3am out of nowhere. my body was sweating, begging for water, and couldn't go back to sleep caused by my anxiety. I decided to visit the clinic and the doctor told me to "rethink" my work life.. what is that supposed to mean.. but anyhow! I am currently healing and my mom is feeding me looots of Filipino food (adobo!!!!!). also, I played genshin the whole week (sis and I are crushing hard on zhongli lol), gave my laptop to my younger sister (roblox), and binge-watched classic films on disney+. my friends checked up on me, some were flooding my inbox and the others tried to ring my phone.

special mention!! > hotaru ♡: she called me every day to check my state. thank you for ensuring me that I didn't have to worry about work :( > mirai ♡: sent me so many tiktoks than usual to enlighten my mood. he was sending me dms when I told him I was starting to feel worse, I finally sent him my reply when I went home to my hometown.. but then he felt sorry because he was planning to visit me at my apartment. thank you, who knew this man could be so caring?

anyway, on the brighter side, befooore I got sick, my boyfriend and I called one night and since I make decisions on a whim, I decided to go to his place for a 2-day date!!! aaand since it's april (birth month hehe) my sweet, sweet man brought me to the park where the sakuras were in full bloom ♡ we rode a swan paddle boat and shared some laughs (and panting), drank affogato (he isn't a coffee person unlike me yet he wanted some just to match), and tried the walkie-talkie thing on our apple watch. :D as the sun set, we drove back home to his place, ate yakiniku (so much kimchi), and cuddled until we fell asleep.

this makes me wonder, what would life be like if we finally lived together? I guess that's another entry to daydream about :)