• so.. I got confined for 3 days :D

the reason was.. my body couldn't take the stress and the pressure of everything happening all at once. it was a random yasumi when I woke up at 3am out of nowhere. my body was sweating, begging for water, and couldn't go back to sleep caused by my anxiety. I decided to visit the clinic and the doctor told me to "rethink" my work life.. what is that supposed to mean.. but anyhow! I am currently healing and my mom is feeding me looots of Filipino food (adobo!!!!!). also, I played genshin the whole week (sis and I are crushing hard on zhongli lol), gave my laptop to my younger sister (roblox), and binge-watched classic films on disney+. my friends checked up on me, some were flooding my inbox and the others tried to ring my phone.

special mention!! > hotaru ♡: she called me every day to check my state. thank y...

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ever since work began, my mind has been clouded with overwhelming thoughts and i don’t want to disturb anyone by venting so i decided to find a place where i can pour my heart out. luckily, this website that i found way back 2016 still exists.. as a result, i will be writing my thoughts and oh i just know it will be very messy!

this is me.. writing for the universe to see.

• 𝟐𝟖𝐌𝐀𝐑

4 mos ago, i left my hometown for my work and it has been very lonely. i haven’t been homesick yet i had a severe fever, threw up multiple times, had stomach flu, horrible diarrhea only for a month (i would never wish this on my worst enemy). although.. i’ve been sleeping fine, eati...