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ever since work began, my mind has been clouded with overwhelming thoughts and i don’t want to disturb anyone by venting so i decided to find a place where i can pour my heart out. luckily, this website that i found way back 2016 still exists.. as a result, i will be writing my thoughts and oh i just know it will be very messy!

this is me.. writing for the universe to see.

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4 mos ago, i left my hometown for my work and it has been very lonely. i haven’t been homesick yet i had a severe fever, threw up multiple times, had stomach flu, horrible diarrhea only for a month (i would never wish this on my worst enemy). although.. i’ve been sleeping fine, eating well, and managed to take care of my mental health. i guess the universe just wanted me to suffer!!

currently, i am doing well. there are nights when i breakdown without any warning, but my boyfriend is one call away (thank u for comforting me) and my parents never forget to assure me that every problem has its solution. also, we had a family trip to tokyo. everyone rejuvenated, i had a good time, mom n dad were delighted to see us 3 sisters playfully arguing again, and my tita pampered herself by buying souvenirs. ♡

on the other hand, i wasn’t able to meet up with my boyfriend this month because of our busy schedule. he’s been occupied since he will be moving to ********. i shouldn’t share the info i’m about to write but i just rly found it sweet: the place he found wasn’t only for him, but for me too. he chose two bedrooms (one for us and the other for our stuff). so i suppose something about ‘moving in’ will happen soon, very soon. :) i hope we’ll have a date next month. been missing him a lot.

well, that’s all for today.