- dying my hair fire truck red
- tried... we'll see again when my roots grow out
- finally getting that outer space tattoo, if not more
- probably going to wait until the next time I can see Will at Starship in WI
- finding concerts to go to alone on quiet evenings
- maybe not alone, but I'm planning on attending an opera next week and a musical in a few weeks
- having sleepovers with myself
- pampering myself with facials and pedicures
- bought really cool nail polish the other day!
- playing rock star with blast from the past music
- unlimited craft time in the girl cave
- reaching out to friendquaintences to turn them into real friends
- see what anna's up to!
- texted her. perhaps we'll hang out next week!
- go back to aiming for sex appeal when i style myself each morning
- i've been fucking attractive this week. good for me!
- go for walks/drives alone without an end goal
- bonus points if it's late at night
- start painting again, even finger painting. ideally finger painting.
- flirt shamelessly with strangers
- learn to play covers on the piano
- get a camera and start taking pictures of life
- take mini-vacations. a day in traverse city? yes please.
- stop sitting in corners and start talking to people
- not just boys. you need girl friends you can actually hang out with.
- regain that 8th grade hunger for discovering new music. not just getting into another jimmy eat world or the killers album i overlooked years ago.
- start having real conversations with someone other than Dr. Barton
- good job letting Mitch in. keep it up.
- cheat on my excessively specific budget for fun
- got my hairs did professionally!
- make mood-specific playlists for my iPod
- find something to believe in and live for. buddhism? some sort of new-age self-awareness thing?
- checked out a ton of books! we'll see what sparks my interest over spring break.
- drink too much, twerk upside-down on a wall, fall and hurt myself
- better yet, drink too much and end up naked locked out of my apartment
- schedule vacation day(s) to wander someplace worth being
- play something other than just cold war kids and local natives every time i get into my car
- actually book that trip to vegas in july
- actually go camping with tiffany in september
- do that thing i used to do when i was fifteen and lie on the floor with a song on repeat
- learn how to drink real coffee so i can be awake and alive each day
- success. such a good idea. fuck my hang-ups about addiction. it's coffee, not meth.
- finish that fucking dalai lama project so i can start each day with that quote in my head
- create mischief
- give into impulses
- stop the fucking self-diagnoses and be whatever i am
- talk to strangers. have real talk with strangers.
- give myself as much faith as Dr. Barton, Nick Hosford, Mitch, and probably several others give me
- dive into that seven-year dream and use those Brett Manning CDs. if they don't work, i won't be any worse off than if i never tried.
- four words: existentialism on prom night.
- start more conversations with "remember when"
- use my pre-performance class gap on thursdays to explore downtown instead of just doing homework
- acknowledge my real age and stop trying to double it
feb 13 2014 ∞
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