- i was visiting Austria and somehow met that boy that had a crush on me and i was like jfc what is he doing here and fast forward to me crying while scrolling through social media because the only two things he posted about were loona and kinks, he kept reblogging from terfs fjdjjdsj january 05
- i had a get out inspired dream and i kept feeling guilty about it february 08
- Genuinely don't know what this one means: wolf said they are gonna start working for The Connection between people and Jeanne said "I am always jealous of people who make a connection" and my nose was broken. march 09
- Kpop fanwars but in assassin creed odyssey style. One boat was nct and one bts. They had to choose roads on which to go on, but they chose the same boat so they had to duel, I don't think either won march 24
- Dreamed my dad bought me a switch (but i think the teal one instead of the coral one) april 28
- Idk what I dreamed but my first thought upon waking up was "deodorant is a slur"... june 08
- I was basically pregnant (asexual icon bc no dad was present) and I wanted to keep the frikkin baby??? this is probably bc i watched too much Glee 20 june
- I was kinda in a room that looked like a school classroom so there were desks with two chairs each. so in front of me there was Kun and Xiaojun, i forgot who was near me, but behind me my sister was sitting near WinWin. I saw Kun say some really bad stuff about WinWin through text and showing Xiaojun and I turned to my sister and tried to tell her abt the bad words while eyeing WinWin and holding a hand near my sister's ear so he wouldn't hear idk june
- My fyp tiktok page synced with my cousin's so I was on straight tiktok and i started panicking so bad june 22
- So it starts with me and my family planning for my wedding. We set the table, the decorations, all while neither me neither my family know who I am marrying. My mom and grandma keep asking who I am marrying but I refuse to tell them, as it is a surprise. As I am walking to the wedding (on a hill and i had like a flowy dress, reminds me of the Little Mermaid dress from the end, but cottagecore instead of shiny) someone asks again and I tell them I am marrying an illegal immigrant so he can get his papers and work and live here. Everyone was okay with him being a black man surprisingly but since I'm a lesbian I was super uncomfortable to kiss him and barely touched him beside that, I just did so no one would suspect anything july 04
- Idk where my mom was but me and my sister were home alone and we were outside and I saw this shadow-like monster who looked like the one from OTGW, like a long shadow with long arms and legs and completely white eyes and antlers, but kinda thick. Anyways I saw this monster literally open the front door and enter our house and I was panicked and told my aunt but she didn't believe me so she said let's check in the house. Inside it was suddenly dark and i had like a felinar (idk the english word) and was trying to search for the monster with that bc i could feel its presence in my room but it didn't get scared by light, although i could see it in the light. anyways it was kinda scary and unsettling
- There was a country with a very soviet sounding name and it was divided in 4 nations (i finished atla recently). THe nations where north/south/east/west. I lived in the south nation and i had to go to university in the north nation. While that was possible, the nations were still very hostile to each other. I was going by bus to the train station and my mom told me the train was at 7pm. Idk why but my HS teacher was the bus driver, not a very good one. We got lost and when i looked at the clock it was already 7:38 or so. Then a big unicorn appeared also a big giraffe that took us to the station but that is unimportant. Also I couldn't find something (documents?) in my suitcase bc my mother had packed. When I got to the train station, the bus was long gone so I had to wait till 10pm so I was just reading flyers on the wall abt The Great War and the crimes the North Nation was responsible for. There was super much info with pictures of people and names and also I had the feeling they were in ukranian (soviet influence lol). I did get to the North Nation in the end and like it was foggy and when i took a step over the border the fog cleared and i woke up. 28 jul
- I dreamed I went viral on twitter with a funny tweet and it had over 15k likes 31 jul
- Dreamed my grandpa(mom's side) died and the same day my dad killed himself 03 aug
- I was in a state with a dictatorship and hitler was the dictator (boring I know, my brain is not creative) and I was the chief of like the workers....the labour group...and second in command was Sehun. I planned a revolution and the plan was really weird but everyone in the state(village but autonomous) had to get on a boat (very big boat) and then the workers had to get down first and then everyone else...so sehun was the leader of the other group bc I appointed him as that. So like hitler catches us in the middle of the plan but like doesn't kill us or anything just doesn't let the second group get off the boat?????? Like the workers were free but the others weren't and he was keeping guard. So then like a lot of scenes of me visiting the dock every day and planning how to save the others blah blah well the day comes and idk basically I threw the thing that helps a boat get to the shore and told sehun to like um tie it on his belt.......idk......so I could pull the boat...I asked him if he was strong enough to hold it like that sarcastically.(also he looked like in kokobop era bc that is my favorite sehun look). I got the boat to the shore and I sat down and sehun was laying down with his head in my lap and I was just like running my fingers through his hair and apologizing for leaving him there and kept telling him loving words while the other ppl were getting off the boat and it finished like that but yeah idk I woke up with a lot of love for sehun. 06 aug
- I had a dream that i was excitedly telling someone to check the weather and god I was doing it just so loud I got annoyed with myself and woke up. i was on vacation in turkey and the water was so blue i was wondering abt the weather etc 25 aug
- had a dream where I was in zendaya's body lmfao anyways it was a nightmare bc she has a brother and he killed 2 ppl and they both had to hide it 8 sep
- dreamed I had a dog like mika but he was orange also i kissed a (femme) girl in the dream 23 sep
- I dreamed I had a miscarriage because my mom "forgot" to tell me i am pregnant 24 sep
- had to perform some songs and one of them had to be by nicki and my grandfather read the lyrics and was like poker face 25 sep
- had a dream and I think I took two showers with a girl 29 sep
- basically in my dream my sister came out to me as trans boy and i was like ?!?!?! huh no ur a hesbian. AND THIS IS BC OF A MUTUAL I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON AND HE RECENTLY CAME OUT AS TRANS AFTER IDENTIFYING AS A LESBIAN BUT WHYYY WHY MY SISTER . AND THE WHOLE DREAM I WAS TRYIING TO CONVINCE HER THAT NO UR A LESBIAN AND I AM WORRIED LIKE WHY IS MY DREAM BRAIN A GODDAMN TERF. +++ i remember the plot being about killing eve and sharp objects but I was on a bus and watching killing eve and my mom and sister were watching too ??? and amma was in the seat in front of me on the bus 14 oct
- I dreamed I drank mango juice but it was poisoned 23 oct
- I dreamed that I accidentally went viral on tiktok (I unknowingly set my tiktok to public and didn't get notifs so my mother had to tell me i had like 861k likes on a tiktok) 15 dec
- I had a dream I was in high school and had class but I really needed to shit so right before the first period I go to the bathroom. well the bathroom is locked so I try to search for another one which takes me two hours so I miss two periods and I was soooo stressed and then I find one but it was on a bus with 9th graders staring... and I was uncomfy so I woke up djdnjd I missed like 3-4 classes also there was this part where the floor had a hole and I almost accidentally fell three meters through a hole and barely missed it and that ALSO gave me stress. 27 dec
- I had to go to the psych ward it was half jail though. idk what my crime was I didn't figure it out. also my sister was using my phone and she came across one of my nudes that I archived on google photos. and jeanne and wolf was there and wolf said "x place is where a man called me fat" 29 dec
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