• i feel different about myself when i'm more than 130 pounds
  • i gained a bunch of weight after a bad breakup of sorts. i felt like i'd lost the only man who would ever think i was beautiful, give up trying.
  • i hate tracking my calories, but it helps me realize how much i'm eating.
  • i really want to break that last ten pounds of weight to lose.
  • i tend to overfocus on exercise for weight loss, which isn't good for maintenence.
  • ideally, i'd like to be between 125-129 pounds
  • instead of tracking my calories, i prefer to focus on green leafy vegetables as the focal point of every meal.
  • my highest weight as an adult was 161
  • my highest weight was as a vegan, but my lowest weight was as a vegetarian.
oct 30 2020 ∞
oct 30 2020 +
  • black tea
  • fire roasted tomatoes
  • hot sauce
  • hummus
  • lentils
  • light coconut milk
  • mushrooms
  • potatoes
  • sweet potatoes
  • tofu
  • tomatoes
  • vegetables
  • veggie stock
  • veggies
  • yogurt
oct 28 2020 ∞
oct 28 2020 +
  • Almost Family
  • Criminal Minds
  • Drunk History
  • Keeping Up with the Kardashians
  • Outmatched
  • Suits
  • The 100
  • The Baker and the Beauty
  • The Walking Dead
  • Vikings
oct 27 2020 ∞
oct 27 2020 +
  • 750 words
  • ebay (check at 2pm)
  • emails
  • fitness blender
  • laundry
  • listography
  • meditate
  • penzu
  • rumpus reviews (read them)
  • spreadsheet (get to 105)
  • start proposal guide reading
oct 26 2020 ∞
oct 26 2020 +
  • attend an artists residency so i could get away and write
  • buy a car cash
  • buy a house
  • declutter my home
  • get a lawyer
  • in a pre-covid world, take an exotic trip, like to south africa for a month.
  • live a happy yet balanced life.
  • pay off student loans/ debt
  • pay the tax so no knows my name.
  • start my retirement fund
  • transition over to being self employed
oct 22 2020 ∞
oct 22 2020 +
  • arts and crafts
  • books
  • candy
  • entertainment
  • food
  • sweaters
  • takeout
  • vintage dresses
oct 30 2020 ∞
oct 30 2020 +
  • bed ($500 total)
  • coach bag (about $225)
  • flight to bali without reading the via restrictions (1K)
  • grad (20K)
  • hair (500 to start, approx. 15K over ten years)
  • moving to the bay area (1K)
  • six week trip throughout SE Asia (12K)
  • study abroad (extra 10K)
  • undergrad (50K)
  • vintage bike ($100, but lots in maintanence)
oct 28 2020 ∞
oct 28 2020 +
  • 750 words
  • exercise
  • listography
  • meditate
  • penzu
  • read rumpus reviews
  • spreadsheet (get to 105)
  • work
oct 27 2020 ∞
oct 27 2020 +
  • five carat soul (james mcbride)
  • get a life, chloe brown (talia hilbert)
  • how to be a person in the world (heather havilisky)
  • men without women (murakami)
  • small island (andrea levy)
  • station eleven (emily st. john)
  • whatever happened to interracial love
oct 26 2020 ∞
oct 26 2020 +
  • 750 words
  • exercise
  • finish reading rumpus reviews
  • listography
  • meditate
  • novel plan
  • penzu
  • read
  • work
oct 23 2020 ∞
oct 23 2020 +
  • 750 words
  • banking (bills + savings)
  • exercise
  • food journal
  • listography
  • meditate
  • penzu
  • read
  • walk
  • write (send in draft of outline)
oct 30 2020 ∞
oct 30 2020 +
  • 750 words
  • clean bathroom
  • clean room
  • fitness blender
  • grocery order
  • listography
  • meditate
  • pack overnight bag
  • penzu
  • planner
  • read Rumpus reviews
  • send P's letter
  • spreadsheet (get to 105)
oct 28 2020 ∞
oct 28 2020 +
  • Dr. Phil
  • Greenleaf
  • Iyanla, Fix my life
  • Love and Marriage: Huntsville
  • Love Goals
  • Put a ring on it
  • Ready to Love
  • Super Soul Sunday
  • The Oprah Winfrey Show
  • Unfaithful
oct 27 2020 ∞
oct 27 2020 +
  • allison kimmey
  • ashley graham
  • bruce sturgell
  • fat girl flow (carissa, don't know her last name)
  • harnaam kaur
  • ryan sheldon
  • shay neary
  • stephanie yeboah
  • tess holiday
  • virgie tovar
oct 23 2020 ∞
oct 23 2020 +
  • envy can point you in the right direction for what to focus on
  • envy is geared toward intangibles and inanimate objects.
  • envy is, "that's nice, i'd like to have it for myself."
  • i'm an envious person, but not a jealous one.
  • i've been jealous when someone has pushed me into it - mentioning an ex lovingly, staring at another girl on the street.
  • jealousy is aimed at a subject - babies, animals, children or people.
  • jealousy is an ugly emotion that destroys everything in its path. It harms the guilty and the innocent.
  • jealousy is, "i hate you for having it."
  • without acknowledgement, jealousy can ruin friendships and relationships.
oct 22 2020 ∞
oct 22 2020 +