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the sprouting largest final air

plunges
inward with hurled
downward thousands of enormous dreams
(e. e. cummings)

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  • not being able to do arabian
  • not being able to do flowers
  • never ever being able to do fouettes, therefore
  • not getting into any good summer programs
  • staying here until i graduate
  • not getting into a professional company
  • having julia be right about everything
  • failure
aug 19 2009 ∞
aug 19 2009 +
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you probably can't see it but i am drinking a diet sunkist & picking up a slice of pizza, and i weigh like 95 pounds.

jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +
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  • sufjan stevens
  • regina spektor
  • beirut
  • sigur ros
  • radiohead
  • igor stravinsky
  • arcade fire
  • the decemberists
  • patrick wolf
  • bloc party
  • crystal castles
  • crappy music that reminds me of camp (ie shontelle, hellogoodbye, lady gaga, jay z)
jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +
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  • clean room & sort laundry
  • do pilates/yoga stuff
  • study for math b regents
  • do theraband stuff
  • find my old moleskine
  • watch jewels (rubies)
  • stay up really late talking to people on ichat and playing the sims
jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +
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  • i'm so tired right now, my brain is absolutely fried
  • i think i did quite badly on the math regents
  • my room looks like the site of some sort of nuclear bomb explosion
  • ertyfughijkjgfdszxfg
jun 23 2009 ∞
jun 23 2009 +
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  • "Your lover has been magically transformed into an animal, and the only way to restore your lover is to mate with them. Here's the question: Which animal would cause you the least psychological damage?"
  • "What would you do to me for a Klondike bar?"
  • "Switch pants with the person sitting to your left."
  • "If you had one last day to spend with three people, who would they be and what would you do?"
  • "The person being dared must pick a guy and that guy must do that girls makeup with a blindfold on."
  • "The person dared must dunk their shirt in water and put it back on."
jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +
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  • lots and lots of ballet classes at a good pre-pro school
  • saranac india pale ale
  • a studio apartment in a city
  • no curfew and/or drugs
  • more pairs of nicola curry's pointe shoes

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jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +
  • unpack
  • find out what time class is tomorrow
  • take a shower
  • start making music again
aug 11 2009 ∞
aug 11 2009 +
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  • calluses, cuts, and scars all over my feet
  • left leg
    • one near ankle, one behind calf, five on top of thigh + two small cuts
  • right leg
    • one near ankle, three on calf, huge birthmark near knee, huge scar on knee, four in zigzag on upper thigh
  • birthmark on ribcage, two freckles near left collarbone, cuts on stomach
  • left arm
    • twelve on upper arm, eight on lower arm, four on shoulder
  • right arm
    • two on upper arm, one on lower arm
  • scars on fingers
jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +
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  • done "hard" drugs
  • dated anyone seriously
  • had short hair
  • gone past ~shortstop~ lol
  • attempted suicide
  • driven a go-kart successfully
  • gotten really REALLY drunk
  • received a scholarship to anything
  • stayed in the hospital for longer than an evening

it would have been so much easier to write stuff i have done!

jun 21 2009 ∞
jun 21 2009 +