• i wish i didn't have ocd or anxiety
    • obsessions occupy way too much RAM
    • i want a more silent mind
    • my meds help but i wish i wasn't so resistant to be on ssri's
    • i hate that i avoid so many things because of my ocd and phobias
  • i want to be a musician again
    • i want to be in a band
    • i'll literally play anything
  • i want to go back to school and just take random classes i'm interested in
    • i wish there was an accessible darkroom like back in the day
    • i even like wanna take science and math classes? just educate me please
  • i want to do nothing and let it be okay
    • some days i play a game and listen to music and that's a fulfilling day
  • i wish literally all the creative parts of life nowadays weren't trapped in an algorithm
    • i want to discover things organically again
  • i want to be even less of a "consumerist"
    • every purchase i make i want to be conscious about the decision i make and who is profiting off my purchase
  • i just wanna go to shows this year...
jan 18 2025 ∞
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