my one and only

• 青のすみか (where our blue is)
  • We were supposed to share everything. But since that day, little by little, the curse of me being different from you grows. The sorrow behind your smile, regretting for what I have overlooked. Like grains of stars in an infinitely expanding galaxy, spilling through the gaps between my fingers
• Out like a light ☼
  • I'm sicker every day, and now I'm terrified of talking to my friends, only to stay stuck dreaming of our firstborn and your hair covered in popcorn, you never leave. You leave me uptight, strung, up like a kite, dumb, wicked and white, love me in spite if I betray, all lonely nights spent out like a light with no kiss goodnight. We never fight when I'm away
  • So please hurry leave me, I can't breathe, please don't say you love me, 胸がはち切れそうで (I feel like my heart is going to burst). One word from you and I would jump off of this ledge I'm on baby. Tell me "don't" so I can crawl back in