ི༏ 🎐 please remember i am an adult and this page is not meant for people under the age of 18.

    • i am mentally ill and not in the pretty way or the "i'm xyz and i dont do that..!" kind of way. i dont give a shit if you have the same disorder and dont do the same things i do, we are not the same person and my disorder does not affect me in the same way it affects you or other people you know.
        • i am also professionally diagnosed and in therapy. my coping mechanism are my own business!!! i have been advised by my therapist to seek comfort and healing through fictional media
    • i block freely and unapologetically. dont take it personally, i just like to curate my own environment. its also more for my own safety because i can get very upset when i see so...
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࿐ ⊹ "Relying on sick love is the best..."

    • yang or whatever else u know me by. idm nicknames
    • 19 ⊹ he/they ⊹ asian
    • adhd cptsd bpd mdd

✧₊ ˚ icba to make this look nice. i like what i like and if you dont like it thats fine. you can exit the page at any time. art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.

° ࿐ if u are a minor in danmei or adult media or spaces do not interact with me please get out of adult spaces and stay safe online.

for other info about me, click the ongoing tab

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: •̩̩͙ ໋ note. i like media that some may consider problematic. my interests tend to fluctuate. when im fixated on one thing, i find it hard to be interested in anything else.

main interests

    • modao zushi
    • milgram
    • houseki no kuni
    • club suicide
    • the legend of luo xiaohei (pls be my friend if u like tloxh)
    • lanxi zhen (same here)
    • chinese culture
    • digital art

like but not as insane about

    • ashes of the kingdom
    • cookie run ob/k/wc
    • fabulous beasts
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bolded - absolute fave/comfort/kin | italicized - comfort

    • wang yibo ― CN actor/artist
    • xiao zhan ― CN actor/artist
    • tyler the creator ― artist
    • necchi ― artist

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    • xue yang ― mdzs
    • wei wuxian ― mdzs
    • xiao xingchen - mdzs
    • song lan - mdzs
    • a-qing - mdzs
    • nie huaisang - mdzs
    • phosphophylite - hnk
    • diamond ― hnk
    • cairngorm - hnk
    • xiao hei ― tloxh
    • fengxi ― tloxh
    • kusunoki muu ― milgram
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✿ ult fav/comfort | ✦ comfort

    • songxiaoxue / songxue / xiaoxue / songxiao ✿
    • wangxian
    • yaoxue / xueyao / 恶友
    • ratiorine ✦
    • hengjing ✦
    • kavetham
    • wufeng / fengxian
    • harumuu / 0104 / 0401 ✿
    • muurei

dont mind

    • junqing / 君清 - idm the ship but i personally see them as master/student even if qingning has romantic feelings for laojun
    • wuxuan / xuanxian
    • yizhan/bjyx - idm the ship or the shippers. i personally dont ship them but im chi...
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