for things i need to get into when the fixation fizzles out...

• svss - mxtx
• 2ha - meatbun
• tgcf - mxtx - lower in priority just bc im kind of iffy on the miao/hmong rep
• global examination - mu su li
• dao of the bizzare immortal- foxtail - started, havent finished
• thousand autumns - meng xi shi
• the white cat's divine scratching post - lu ye qian he
• encountering a snake - su hen
• to be a brother

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recs welcomed im open to anything regardless of warnings

extra notes. warning may contain sensitive content

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i do not want to air out my trauma or personal experiences bc they are my own business and i do not need to explain myself to anyone so i will only say this: i have a lot of trauma and am severely mwntally ill + psychologically impaired. i have been advised by my therapist to help the healing journey with fictional media.

i do not condone problematic / immoral things however i believe that they should be written about. it is because its fiction and cannot hurt real people that i am able to find comfort in my negative feelings and experiences. if problematic content is something that affects you / your reality then that is your issue, not mine. do not tell me how to cope or deal with my problems that you know nothing about. most people who consume problematic media are people who have been affected by thos...

questions

• art program / medium
  • i draw on a variety of programs because i get bored drawing on one for too long. autodesk sketchbook, clip studio paint, and sketch club are the ones i used frequently. i usually draw on my ipad
• brushes
  • i tend to use like 300 different brushes when i draw sorry. usually most of the time i use default brushes in programs though
• art style
  • i know my art style changes a lot im sorrey.... i like to experiment and try new thinfs all of the time and that comes in the form of my art constsntly changing.