>>>to change

• my vibe, become more easy to approach
• my room, choose a style and stick to it

>>>to leave

• my self pitying and victim behaviour
• stop being so self conscious, a little bit it's ok but too much would make you afraid of others and you'll lose your way of being
• stop being so lazy, stick to your goals

>>>to get better at

• understanding others
• describing

>>>to do

• writing challenge
• reading challenge
• set a goal of how many drawings to do
• learn how to cook by myself
• learn about psychology
• go to more places alone
• learn how to play the piano
• learn about music and how to produce music
• start producing songs
• eat more healthy
• get into a fight