January

• the flu
• sunny
• cool clouds
• rosie was ill for a few weeks
• starset

February

• lost youtube partnership
• flare-up
• beast from the east aka coldest weather ever (-8c here)

March

• flare-up & recovering
• three days grace
• nan passed away

April

• funeral directors
• weird/surreal
• hard-hitting
• blackbirds
• heatwave (27*c) (hottest april in 70 years)
• designing the cover for nan's funeral
• nan's funeral
• depressed
• taking the funeral flowers home
• going to the cemetery for the first time

May

• pressing flowers from nan's funeral
• going to nan's house for the first time since she died
• starting to clear out nan's house
• epic thunderstorm - huge lightning bolts
• abandoned/exploring/creepy youtube videos

June

• burying nan's ashes
• greenacres
• JWFK
• jasper passed away
• depressed
• signs from jasper (scent & cold pockets of air)
• met poppy

July

• long heatwave (all month)
• mum went to hospital
• calling strangers for the first time ever
• sitting in the garden in the evenings with rosie
• living alone for 4 & a half days
• got memorial necklace for jasper
• jasper's spirit moved a toy
• rained for the first time in 6 or 7 weeks
• daisy found us
• got a smartphone

August

• heatwave
• new mattress
• saw dad etc for the first time in 10 months
• norfolk
• met daisy

September

• cleaning the old kitten beds
• cliveden day out
• warm
• doing my birth chart/astrology
• pub closed down

October

• daisy doing lots of new things for the first time
• sunny
• feathers from jasper
• teaching myself astrology
• jasper won a place in a cats 2019 calendar
• the most colourful and vibrant autumn leaves I've ever seen

November

• the most colourful and vibrant autumn leaves I've ever seen
• sunset walks
• being in red's insta story!!
• 27
• family history
• teaching myself astronomy
• seeing meteors for the first time ever (leonid meteor shower)
• seeing the international space station for the first time ever

December

• geminid meteor shower
• robin outside my window
• daisy's first christmas