• Tank Girl
• Love & Rockets
• The Crow
• The Sandman
• Miss Y The Last Man

• I can never walk next to a rail for fear that I might fall off.
• I always walk on the left side of people.
• whenever I copy and paste something, I hit ctrl + c three times in a row
• I always have to shake condiment bottles, shampoo bottles, anything with liquid inside.
• each morning before I poor milk into my cereal, I have tot shake the container first.
• I pay for everything in cash because I'm afraid if i use my debit car people will steal my identity or the government will track everything I buy
• I worry that people time how long I occupy the public bathroom stall, and will grow angry if I take too long
• I always use the same stall in a public bathroom (the second to last one), and the...

• grocery-store isles glowing in the middle of the night
• brushing your teeth, and the toothpaste sludge that rolls down the side of your mouth
• subway and train tunnels
• dramatic lighting with red, yellow, or green filters
• the way a button lights up on a panel of levels as the elevator doors close
• dim lighting in bathrooms, the dirty mirrors, title walls that match the bathroom stalls, and the flicker and buzz of a light-bulb about to go out
• pinky swears

• being an enigma/ aloof/ evasive
• having an eating disorder
• living a lonely life
• living a double life
• of doing everything myself and never asking for help
• self sabotage
• being a stoner
• having childhood trauma
• being sick (my voice)

• The song Moon River
• Fox and the Hound movie
• "Time after time" by cyndi lauper
• "crying" by aerosmith
• people turning out their pockets with the look of panic when they've lost something
• people hurriedly eating
• people hurriedly eating combined with verbal abuse and/or physical violence
• kids who eat alone

• Do things EARLY and in advance. Prepare and DO NOT wait till the last minute.
• organize, organize, organize
• give people more love and kindness than they think they deserve
• trusting blindly is not always a bad thing
• BE BRAVE
• I am worthy of success, love and compassion. I need not prove my worth all the time

• I want to laugh often
• have a genuine reason to smile
• a good group of close friends
• be surrounded by positive people
• live in a nice city
• own my own cozy house

• I impinge on their periphery
• pitiably inconsequential
• eradicate an eyesore
• he world which I have departed is a menagerie
• call me out on its superfluousness
• I am clairvoyant
• I’m an amnestic idiot.
• saying something conciliatory
• a blight on the environment.
• trepidation
• mollify
• languor
• trepidation
• I’m so tired of the rigmarole
• beguiling
• proud as punch

• train rides
• on the monorail
• dreaming on the bus
• sundays
• downtown
• and in that moment we were infinite
• foreign
• laurel palmer walks with me
• drive
• late night drives
• sing me to sleep
• everlong
• about a girl
• about a boy
• pablo picasso
• great artist inspired tracks! or authors. like make a mix on whta you think a particular write or famous artist would listen to.
• run away train, drifter
• thrift store

• best coast
• augustana
• camera obscura
• lana del ray
• stars
• john mayer
• mm
• pg

• not accomplishing anything
• not finding a career after graduating
• becoming dull & uninteresting
• children, marriage, being trapped
• adult=perfection
• not being prepared

• bring me over a house plant (mini bonsai tree please) as a house warming gift
• offer a plate of cookies during the holidays
• be the first one to start a conversation
• be honest and sincere
• recommend me a favorite book or film or album of yours
• offer me a ride home
• say, "this reminded me of you..."
• pinky swears
• walking me home

• I've seen The Breakfast Club so many times growing up that I can quote every scene word for word. Same with The Lion King, The Terminator, Benny & Joon and Hocus Pocus.
• When I was 7 years old I religiously listened to the radio for 60s/70s tunes, wore bell bottoms, and swore I was going to become a flower child.
• I was 12 and happened across the AMC channel. It rocked my 12 year old mind.
• I was a huge Courtney Love fan when I was 13 & was also a teenage feminist. Most boys were intimidated by that fact.
• I hate summer time because it means I have to shave my legs ever day
• one summer I wore the same baggy striped sweater everyday, so much so, that my family threatened to burn it
• I also had one of my classic hideously ugly sweaters banned form my english class ...

• wink without looking as though my face just had a spasm.
• simultaneously walk and drink liquid beverages
• whistle for a sustained amount of time
• walk up of down the stairs without looking down at my feet
• touch my toes
• keep a plant alive

• Milano chow
• kriten farelle
• Greno
• Damon Soule
• Dale Grimshaw
• Adam Caldwell
• David Choe

• "I think you are a great artist and you inspire me"-andrea d.
• I'm an inspiration-Fernandez
• an amazing artist-pablo
• "I loved your artwork, you are one of the best"-pablo
• "i=I'd be proud to have you as my daughter"-hudecek
• I have a gift for writing and should consider writing as a career-hudecek
• "what a cool girl she turned out to be"-taylor
• "you made my high school years worth it"-Gianna
• "it's students like you that make me proud to be a teacher"-srsen
• "I couldn't think of anyone more deserving of the artist of the year award than you"-srsen
• "You know what? I think you're the prettiest girl in this class"-elliot

• Teddy( 5yrs)
  • this kid was my partner in crime.he was my best friend. i remember we once out ran a bunch of kids who were throwing rocks at us because we had a lunch box full of pennys. he lived in the same apartment complex as me.
• Brent & Drake (5yrs)
  • i loved these boys. i was the only girl but they never noticed. i played video games with drake all the time. brent use to get me to talk to him since i was shy and if i wouldn't he'd tickle my feet.
• Cassy(7yrs)
  • the only other friend i knew who was born premature and was as small as me. She talked about god all the time and was super cute.

People who...

• don’t wear watches
• borrow my pen and never return it
• leave the cap off the toothpaste
• talk slowly
• walk slowly
• don’t return memos
• are too trendy
• People without a sense of humor
• Stand up comedians (they also, don't have a sense of humor)
• Not being smart or an intellectual
• Companions who get seasick
• Shoes that you can’t dance in
• People who brag too much
• Being the butt of humor or practical jokes
• Broken clocks and watches
• Wasting time on Facebook

• get a higher paying job
• save money, budget, and figure out my future finances
• Move into a cheap studio apartment
• plan course schedule and graduation date
• create a solid art portfolio
• create a solid writing portfolio
• enter my works into contests/gallery spaces
• more internship experience
• get a car or bicycle or Moped scooter
• baby steps at being more social and involved in society

• I have a birthmark on my inner left elbow shaped exactly like a butterfly
• I think the sheer stretch marks on my knees are kinda cool
• my skin is really translucent for some reason and therefore most of my veins are easily visible (it's really weird but kind of neat)
• Also on the left side of my body you can see this giant spider web of veins leading to my heart
• I know every location of all my freckles and I absolutely love them
• my feet have extremely high arches, and when I look at them from a certain angle my feet look like telephones (house phones from the 80s)
• my joints pop constantly, mostly the hips, elbows, shoulders, and toes
• my thumbs are double jointed so I can bend them back to gross degrees

• my listography lists
• bookshelf
• paperwork (by semester)
• to reads on my shelfari
• letters received/ to mail
• magazine recipes/clippings
• under the bed

• excuses for not flossing
• Never trying on clothes in the store & also never bothering to look at the tag-size
• not sleeping when I have to get up early
• forgetting peoples names
• picking at my face when I'm stressed out
• figiting and lack of eye contact when nervous
• only taking what fits into my pockets
• never carrying my cellphone (I'm probably the only person who does not care to own or use their cell phone, shocker I know)
• telling the same story twice or forgetting that the person whom I'm telling the story to was there
• slouching
• not folding my laundry and letting my clothes pile up in the corner of my room

• practice practice practice my art. hone those skills. especially figure drawing
• talk to my professors. get in good with them.
• research graduate school, cost, places, degree path etc.
• submit my writing and art work! Seriously, i need to get my work out there, gain some damn exposure.
• research the main players of the game in the art community and writing world.
• fix my car and fucking drive all over town. I'm really too damn old, and I need to get over this stupid fear of driving.
• Get a job. I look like a real loser without one, and hey, i'd like to spend some cash on my cutie-pie...and you know gas for the car would come in handy.
• have a game plan. I need to figure out a direction BEFORE i graduate. what career path am I leaning towards, and how am i g...

• great listener who will listen to you talk for hours
• has the utmost ability and talent for weaving in and out of large crowds quickly
• walks tremendously fast
• only dishes out sincere compliments when needed
• explains things eloquently well without making people feel like shit
• makes the best music mixes
• makes many references to films and books
• I'm very intuitive and can call bullshit with ease
• unable to walk and drink water simultaneously; however, I can pat my head and rub my stomach at the same time
• president of the Overachievers Who Are Really Grade A Slackers And Top Shelf Bullshitters Club.

• Going blind by a lazer pointer. I'm terrified some stupid 14 year old kid will be playing around with a lazer pointer and accidentally shine it on my eyes, thus rendering me blind.
• The idea that all my friends and family could secretly have hidden cameras in their homes. This is why I act rather refined in others homes; I'm afraid they can see everything I'm doing.
• People that can read my mind. Every time I meet someone new, I get this terrible feeling that they secretly have the ability to read my mind, and thus I need to stop thinking stupid thoughts.
• The idea that people secretly measure every item in their medicine cabinet and will therefore know if I moved things around
• People time how long I'm occupying the bathroom stall.

• dress length
  • 30"-31" if worn with slip
  • 32"-33" is a comfortable length
  • 34"-35" hits right at the knee
• shorts
  • 3 inch inseam for the shortest
  • 6.5" inseam is comfortable
• skirts
  • 13" above the knee
  • 16" medium/high waist & hits just above knee
  • 21" high waist & hits just below knee
• jackets
  • 17" crop hitting a little below waist
  • 20"-21" hits right above the belt, good length
  • 31" long cardigan

• Having to sleep on the couch
• People who wear watches
• a grandfather clock that ticks a little too loud but has stashed liquor bottles inside it
• People who laugh too loud
• People who know random historical facts

• "Harsh criticism means that I'm making work that is worthy of a conversation."
• "There is not enough time for hating yourself. Too many things to make. Go."
• Ask yourself what excites you and courageously decide to fight for it
• Since I have the chance to live in this world, I must accomplish something before I die!
• "I’m just 23 years old, so I don’t know if things are normally this difficult because I’m still inexperienced in life, or if society has just always been like this.”

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• yawning
• dimples
• messy hair

• a fish tank with goldfish
• plants, hanging plants, terrariums, greenhouse etc.
• glowing lights
• bookshelves
• big windows and lots of natural lighting

• people who say 'trust me'
• those with exceptionally white teeth
• people who randomly whistle out-loud while they walk
• sales clerks
• bubbly people
• charming people
• those with a large # of "friends"
• adults who don't drink coffee
• people who think partying is a legitimate sport
• those who don't read books
• people who claim to not like music (how is that even possible?)
• Adults who haven't read a book past the age of eight (like wise those who've only read the same books since they were eight)
• People who dish out compliments like candy
• People who claim they have a real plan fo...

flattering

• butterfly/ bell/ 3/4 sleeves
• halter style/ racer back tops
• v-necks
• ruched top
• pockets at the bust
• round shirt hem
• large collared shirts
• cropped cardigans
• jackets w/ fitted shoulders and nipped-in waist
• peplum
• fitted blazer
• mid rise/ boycut jeans
• loafers & oxfords
• skirts that hit just above the knee
• straight skirt
• soft draped A-line skirt
• high waist dresses
• stretch pencil/shift dress
• A-line dress