❅ january ❅

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• ✧ 1st: light snow, feeding the geese/ducks/swans, m.o.m. mothers of monsters.
• ✧ 2nd: anxiety, tesco, exploring w fighters' livestream, countdown.
• ✧ 3rd: ordering a new tablet, feeling really sad about missing things, talking to people on whatsapp, the meg.
• ✧ 4th: anxiety in the middle of the night, sleeping in late, really cold & windy, walk around the lake/feeding the geese & ducks & swans/sitting by the lake, third national lockdown announced.
• ✧ 5th: depressed, anxiety, talking to pete, unsane, winnie the pooh.
• ✧ 6th: anxiety, my new tablet arrived, walk around the lake at twilight, 47 meters down, 47 meters down: uncaged.
• ✧ 7th: really cold, sunny, walk in the woods & round the lake, feeding the ducks/swans/geese, rust creek.
• ✧ 8th: snow, period pain, nap, youtube.
• ✧ 9th: in bed until the afternoon, home alone, drive to the pharmacy, headache.
• ✧ 10th: anxiety, headaches.
• ✧ 11th: feeling better, walk around the lake & feeding the ducks/swans/geese, talking to people by the lake I recognize, windy, headache.
• ✧ 12th: walk around the lake & in the woods, lots of herons in the field, headache, watching TFIL videos.
• ✧ 13th: walk around the lake & by the canal, misty, light rain, yes god yes, new ASMR.
• ✧ 14th: walk around the lake & in the woods in the rain, watching the horses in the field, youtube, aunt bessie's fake roast potatoes.
• ✧ 15th: walk around the lake & in the woods, flooded paths, feeding the ducks/swans/geese & them getting out of the water for food, lights out, the ritual.
• ✧ 16th: home alone, looking at cameras online, exploring with fighters' livestream, nomadland.
• ✧ 17th: nomadland, online shopping at new look, sound of metal.
• ✧ 18th: walk by the lake & feeding the ducks/geese/swans, flood barricades, insta DMs.
• ✧ 19th: daisy in my room, putting away my christmas decorations, tidying my room, horse girl, internet cut out at midnight.
• ✧ 20th: horse girl, tidying, lucifer.
• ✧ 21st: getting my new look order, youtube, low tide.
• ✧ 22nd: very starry sky at 6am, walk in the woods & round the lake, snowdrops, rainbows, mid90s.
• ✧ 23rd: home alone, laundry, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• ✧ 24th: walking in the snow by the lake & in the woods, feeding the ducks & geese, youtube.
• ✧ 25th: snow melting, mum's last day at home.
• ✧ 26th: mum went back to work, snow melting, de-cluttering the table, the monster.
• ✧ 27th: all the snow melted, walk in the woods & round the lake, making a grilled cheese sandwich for the first time in years, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• ✧ 28th: mild, walk around the lake & flood again, feeding the ducks/geese/swans, making cupcakes, youtube.
• ✧ 29th: feeding the geese & ducks potato cakes, very flooded lake, feeling really down and low on mental energy, youtube.
• ✧ 30th: talking to fiona on whatsapp for ages, papa roach, 30H!3 - I'm so sad, exploring with fighters' livestream, the shining.
• ✧ 31st: feeling really down, went to the lake (flooded even more than before), talking to rish, the shining.

☯ february ☯

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• ✳ 1st: feeling really down, massive flood of the lake & river (into the road), feeding the geese/swans/ducks, talking to rish, youtube.
• ✳ 2nd: feeling really down, organizing phone files, youtube.
• ✳ 3rd: feeling a bit lighter, organizing pc files, period pain, went to bed early, surprise exploring with fighters' livestream.
• ✳ 4th: youtube, cookies, daisy sitting on the pc chair, lucifer, talking to dad.
• ✳ 5th: walk around the lake, feeding the geese/coots, organizing pc files, piranha.
• ✳ 6th: selfies, putting a selfie profile pic back on instagram, exploring with fighters' livestream,
• ✳ 7th: light snow flurries, a day to remember, editing, carrie.
• ✳ 8th: freezing cold (-1*c, felt like -7*c), feeding the geese/ducks/swans, walk around the lake in the snow, finished watching season 5 of lucifer.
• ✳ 9th: ordering stuff from new look, feeding the geese/ducks/swans, walk by the lake in the snow, freezing cold, watching TFIL's new youtube vid 'til 1am.
• ✳ 10th: organizing finances, freezing cold, walk to the lake & watching the swans at sunset, the forest, unhinged.
• ✳ 11th: freezing cold, walk by the lake and in the woods to the canal, frozen water, youtube, the guest.
• ✳ 12th: freezing cold, walk by the lake and in the woods to the canal at sunset, trying to feed the ducks grapes, the strangers.
• ✳ 13th: home alone, feeling really down, exploring with fighters' livestream, the strangers: prey at night.
• ✳ 14th: anxiety, youtube, organizing pc files, headache, power cuts.
• ✳ 15th: tired, cold snap over, nap, blair witch mockumentaries, blair witch project interview with the cast.
• ✳ 16th: fatigue, 3 mile walk, feeding the ducks & geese, nap, feeling really bad physically.
• ✳ 17th: fatigue, daisy hanging out upstairs, anxiety, before we go.
• ✳ 18th: fatigue a lot better, daisy hanging out upstairs, cleaning the pc desk, laundry, ordered a light projector.
• ✳ 19th: mum came home early, feeding the ducks/geese/swans, feeling really down.
• ✳ 20th: ASMR, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• ✳ 21st: watching youtube all day.
• ✳ 22nd: feeling really down, youtube.
• ✳ 23rd: feeding the ducks/geese/swans, anxiety, creep (2014 film).
• ✳ 24th: walk by the canal & round the park, daffodils & crocuses, my new sister was born, youtube, creep 2.
• ✳ 25th: anxiety, clearing out, extra stomach pain, unicorn store.
• ✳ 26th: sunny (felt like spring), walk by the canal/in the park & round the lake, blossoms, making cupcakes, kerrang radio.
• ✳ 27th: feeding the ducks/geese/swans, cleaning the bathroom, laundry, sitting on the doorstep with daisy, really tired.
• ✳ 28th: mum had her covid jab, sorting out my H&M return, exploring with josh's youtube vids, the reef.

☼ March ☼

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• ❀ 1st: walk around the lake, even more tree blossom, anxiety.
• ❀ 2nd: talking on the phone to ben, feeding the geese & swans, sorting out a problem with H&M customer service, winnie the pooh.
• ❀ 3rd: fatigue, winnie the pooh, naps/resting in bed, ferris bueller's day off.
• ❀ 4th: fatigue, tidying up my room a bit, daisy in the back bedroom during the day, the breakfast club.
• ❀ 5th: period pain, in bed most the day, cats in the garden in the evening, big.
• ❀ 6th: fatigue, heathers, exploring with fighters' livestream, donnie darko.
• ❀ 7th: fatigue, laundry, anxiety, donnie darko.
• ❀ 8th: fatigue, youtube, ASMR jeremiah.
• ❀ 9th: feeding the geese & ducks, walk in the woods & round the lake, the secret life of walter mitty.
• ❀ 10th: feeding the geese/swans/ducks, walk around the lake, timmy (black cat) came in the kitchen, high life.
• ❀ 11th: laundry, tidying my room a bit, ASMR, listening to a day to remember's new album.
• ❀ 12th: feeling extra down, jumanji: the next level.
• ❀ 13th: colouring, fatigue.
• ❀ 14th: mothers day, exploring with fighters' livestream, ASMR, daisy snarled at jasper (his spirit).
• ❀ 15th: fatigue, colouring, winnie the pooh.
• ❀ 16th: fatigue, cleaning up rat poison from next-door, resting in bed.
• ❀ 17th: fatigue, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• ❀ 18th: more fatigue, laundry, resting in bed, the war of the worlds.
• ❀ 19th: fatigue, resting in bed.

(flare-up got worse after this | ill march-april)

• 17/4/21: watching prince philip's funeral, magpies chasing each other, exploring with fighters' livestream, really tired.
• 18/4/21: eating hotdog for the first time, youtube.
• 26/4/21: watching exploring with fighters' japan videos, land (film), annabelle comes home.
• 27/4/21: watching exploring with fighters' japan videos, ordering stuff on amazon/amazon prime, drowsy, daisy on my lap at the pc, annabelle comes home.

May

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• 1/5/21: lego jurassic world, cleaning, exploring with fighters' livestream + him saying hi to me.
• 2/5/21: period pain, napping, the curse of la llorona.
• 3/5/21: winnie the pooh, H&M shopping, the curse of la llorona.
• 4/5/21: lego jurassic world, hippopotamus, the crossing (tv show).
• 5/5/21: wrapping up mum's birthday presents, lego jurassic world, psycho.
• 6/5/21: waterparks, voting, lego jurassic world, the crossing.
• 7/5/21: walk by the canal,
• 8/5/21: exploring with fighters' livestream, the seventh veil.
• 10/5/21: mothman documentary, sainsburys, 13 going on 30.
• 11/5/21: walk by the lake & in the woods, gardening, decorating downstairs for mum's birthday & daisy playing with the bunting.
• 12/5/21: lego jurassic world, trying new chocolate, sunshine & heavy cloud, giving daisy birthday cake, the crossing.
• 13/5/21: walk in the rain round the lake, feeding the geese & ducks, reunited with freddy!! + him eating out of my hand, lego jurassic world, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• 14/5/21: feeding the ducks & geese, goslings, walk in the woods, miw - voices synth version, the crossing.
• 15/5/21: got up early, found out margaret (australian family) died, sainsburys, the crossing, ordering stuff online.
• 16/5/21: backache, walking to the postbox, the crossing, great white, daisy sleeping on my old pillow.
• 17/5/21: going to the post office in iver, showers, the crossing, into the forest.
• 18/5/21: feeding the geese & ducks, goslings, sun halo, trying on my H&M clothes from my order, a perfect getaway.
• 19/5/21: walk around the lake, lots of baby animals, wildlife documentary, the crossing.
• 20/5/21: finished watching the crossing, feeling down, walk around the lake, watching cygnets feeding, the purge tv series.
• 21/5/21: stormy, feeding the ducks & geese, walk around the lake & meeting that nice upbeat irish man, the road.
• 22/5/21: feeding the ducks & geese, walk around the lake, cleaning & organizing the dining table, the purge.
• 23/5/21: feeling down, the purge, wildest places: australia, driving to ruislip so mum could see where her next jab is, ordering more clothes.
• 24/5/21: wildest places: australia, tidying my room a bit, finished season 1 of the purge.
• 25/5/21: wildest places: australia, the purge season 2, deliveries, strained ankle, into the wild.
• 26/5/21: into the wild, feeding the ducks & geese, walk around the lake, sorting out new look return, finished the purge season 2.
• 27/5/21: feeding the goslings, walk around the lake & in the woods, got my neon flamingo light.
• 28/5/21: feeding the ducks & geese, sitting on the bench on the slope by the lake with the geese & ducks near me, helicopter circling/police & abandoned damaged car so left early, walking home in the rain, feeling down.
• 29/5/21: anxiety, returning my new look package, my amityville horror, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• 30/5/21: period pain, mum got me chocolate things & shorts, youtube, when a stranger calls.
• 31/5/21: went to the lake to feed the ducks & geese, warm, feeling down, tidying clothes, rewatching the purge.

June

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• 1/6/21: warm, B&M, sainsburys, friends reunion.
• 2/6/21: awful night sleep, humid, B&M, giving daisy a duck dog toy (belated birthday present!), tired.
• 3/6/21: humid, cleaning my room, chiropractor videos, rewatching the purge: anarchy.
• 4/6/21: feeding the ducks & geese, walk around the lake in the rain, washing machine foam disaster, rewatching the purge: election year.
• 5/6/21: laundry, getting the tunnel back out for daisy, finally sorting out my cupboard and clothes for hours, exploring with fighters' livestream + him reading my comment.
• 6/6/21: finished sorting out my clothes/cupboard, big "roast" dinner, rewatching the first purge.
• 7/6/21: trying b&m shampoo, youtube, the resort.
• 8/6/21: feeding goslings up close, walk around the lake, cleaning rosie's things, the conjuring: the devil made me do it.
• 9/6/21: blowing out a candle on a cupcake for rosie's birthday,
• 10/6/21: feeding the geese, partial solar eclipse, walk around the lake, changing my walls, hunted.
• 11/6/21: pink masks, got my letter about the covid jab, feeding the ducks & geese, walked round half the lake, cowboys (2020 film).
• 12/6/21: laundry, tidying my room, looking at boohoo clothes, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• 13/6/21: h&m shopping, tidying my room, summer salad, every breath you take.
• 14/6/21: tidying my room, winnie the pooh, organizing wires, feeling really down.
• 15/6/21: clearing out the outside drain, winnie the pooh, papa roach, waterparks, save yourselves.
• 16/6/21: awful mental health day.
• 17/6/21: humid, reunited with freddy after not seeing him for 3 weeks, walk around the lake, youtube, spree.
• 18/6/21: turning my phone on after nearly 4 months of being off, feeding the ducks & geese in the pouring rain, walk around the lake, come true, really upset.
• 19/6/21: feeling really down, youtube.
• 20/6/21: gloomy weather, talking to dad, booked my covid jabs, youtube, feeling down.
• 21/6/21: gloomy weather, feeling lethargic, youtube, untitled horror movie.
• 22/6/21: new look order arrived, feeding the ducks & geese, youtube.
• 23/6/21: looking at the wild flowers in the park, walk by the canal & lake, awful mental health day/headache, lots of caterpillars in the garden, talking to dad.
• 24/6/21: sorting out my room, youtube, daisy sitting behind me on the pc chair, mainstream.
• 25/6/21: talking to dad about space & aliens, listening to beartooth's new album, watching the caterpillars in the garden, sorting out my H&M return.
• 26/6/21: dyeing my hair, mum came home early, sitting in the garden, really tired.
• 27/6/21: pre-period pain, raining a lot, IT.
• 28/6/21: period pain, napping, IT chapter two.
• 29/6/21: minor period pain, looking at necklaces on etsy, IT chapter two.
• 30/6/21: walk round the lake, feeding freddy on the other end of the lake, organizing returns, a quiet place 1 & 2.

July

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• 1/7/21: tidying my room, finding my baby scan photos (ironically from July 91), sitting in the garden, daisy having fun chasing her lookalike round the driveway, the year the earth changed.
• 2/7/21: mum off work sick, walk round the lake, making cupcakes, talking to dad.
• 3/7/21: mum off work sick, lovely etsy scrunchie arrived, tesco, unexpected sunshine.
• 4/7/21: youtube, the tomorrow war.
• 5/7/21: feeling anxious, having my first covid jab, painful arm, pc world & pets at home, talking to dad.
• 6/7/21: painful arm, listening to new music, lots of rain.
• 7/7/21: painful arm (though less intense), walk round the lake, feeding the ducks & geese.
• 8/7/21: organizing my underwear drawer, laundry, updating norton, the tomorrow war.
• 9/7/21: cleaning my room, feeding the geese & ducks.
• 10/7/21: cleaning my room, headache, watching the clouds at sunset.
• 11/9/21: fog at 6am, new look online shopping, sitting in the garden, honeydew, england vs. italy football final.
• 12/9/21: lovely big scrunchie from etsy, sitting in the garden, the owners.
• 13/9/21: police knocking on the door, dropping my phone down the toilet, sainsburys + lots of retail therapy, copying everything from my phone to the pc, phone glitching + dying?.
• 14/7/21: ordering a new phone, gardening,
• 15: mum got a smartphone, sainsburys,
• 16: setting up my new phone, feeling down,
• 17: hot, tesco, seeing a fireball at twilight, the forever purge.
• 18th: hot, cleaning my fan, luca, sitting in the garden with daisy at twilight.
• 19th: humid, the florida project, escape room.
• 20th: humid, feeding the ducks & geese, walk in the woods, gas leak.
• 21st: humid, hiding upstairs/fixing gas pipes out the front, got a mini desk fan, talking to dad.
• 22nd: got up at 6am, clearing out the hallway, hot, eating a lot of donuts.
• 23rd: tired, clearing out the hallway, talking to dad, palm springs.
• 24th: really tired, daisy in my room, finances, clearing out the hallway, final destination 3.
• 25th: exhausted, some period pain, raining a lot, cleaning the hallway, don't hang up.
• 26th: tired, clearing out the hallway, gas people came.
• 27th: youtube mr ballen/artofkickz, gas people came, cleaning the bathroom, kerrang, pokemon go.
• 28th: walk round the lake in the rain, cleaning the bathroom, gas person came.
• 29th: gas person came to "purge" + extra help.
• 30th: ASMR, rainy & chilly, wheelman.
• 31st: tidying my room, exploring with fighters' livestream.

August

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• 1st: woken up at 7am by the man clearing up the stuff from our gas work outside, sitting in the garden, jaws.
• 2nd: gas man came, youtube, headache.
• 3rd: really tired, clearing out the kitchen, gas leaks indoors/gas man came to fix it, penguin bloom.
• 4th: walk to the lake, watching deep cleaning vids on youtube, stephanie (film).
• 5th: laundry, cleaning clothes hangers, cleaning my make-up stuff, chilly.
• 6th: H&M shopping, gardening, stye in my eye, pig.
• 7th: heavy rain, feeling lazy, john and the hole.
• 8th: gloomy weather, john and the hole, watching chiropractor videos, boss level.
• 9th: trying on my H&M stuff, heavy rain, cosmic sin, headache.
• 10th: finding out daisy's twin is the end house's cat??!, the djinn.
• 11th: walk around the lake, playing pokemon go whilst I was out, talking to dad, sitting in the garden, summer of 84.
• 12th: walk round the lake, feeding the ducks, making cupcakes, point blank.
• 13th: walk round the lake,
• 14th: trying on clothes, gardening, sitting outside for hours, daisy playing and sleeping in my old h&m box, really tired.
• 15th: cleaning, sitting in the garden.
• 16th: tired, boiler diagnosis, lots of gardening, cleaning, reprisal.
• 17th: feeling down, using a saw for the first time (to cut down tree in the garden), robin keeping me company gardening.
• 18th: gardening, cleaning stuff from my room & outside my door, jackdaw flying over, galveston.
• 19th: clearing out my room, sitting in the sun in the garden whilst cleaning/clearing out/recycling, really tired.
• 20th: got up really early, walk around the lake, feeling down, don't tell a soul.
• 21st: feeling depressed, clearing out old clothes, papa roach.
• 22nd: beat team rocket pokemon go, beyond skyline.
• 23rd: got up early, boiler engineer came to try to fix it, feeling down.
• 24th: period pain, in bed most the day, catching up on TFIL's videos.
• 25th: watching zac in the garden at 7am, not feeling good/period pain/headaches, the neon demon.
• 26th: throwing out old clothes, headache
• 27th: walk round the lake, body brokers, daisy coming upstairs at bedtime.
• 28th: tired, snapchat selfies.
• 29th: rat drama, frank grillo photos/backgrounds, ferdinand.
• 30th: tired, chilly, gardening, watching TFIL/overnight vids, feeling run down.
• 31st: feeling run down, sainsburys, pokemon go, horror in the high desert.

September

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• 1st: new autumn jacket, pokemon go, etsy shopping.
• 2nd: laundry, cleaning the window/frame in the back bedroom and my room, dug days, the gateway.
• 3rd: walk in the woods & by the lake, playing pokemon go in the woods, we need to do something.
• 4th: feeling down, tidying clothes, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• 5th: hot, cleaning my room, pokemon go, parakeets in the garden, black and blue.
• 6th: hot, cleaning stuff/clearing out stuff from outside my door, etsy orders.
• 7th: nap, hot, cleaning stuff from outside my door, editing frank grillo vids, meeting zac.
• 8th: hot, laundry, cleaning stuff from outside my door.
• 9th: talking to gerry's friend's friend, clearing out, throwing out old clothes, editing cat bagans video, very tired.
• 10th: got up at 6am, walk round the lake/feeding the ducks, daisy and the lakeland box, the used, no man's land.
• 11th: exhausted, dyeing my hair, nap, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• 12th: spent 7 hours clearing out the shelves in my cupboard and sorting out which toys and clothes to throw out, the boy behind the door.
• 13th: tired, second covid jab, pokemon go, painful arm, the guilty.
• 14th: painful arm, watching lots of artofkickz's youtube vids, organizing pc files.
• 15th: sore arm, sorting out H&M return.
• 16th: double checking/organizing last textiles collection bags, tired, feeling rough/headache/sniffy nose/sore eyes.
• 17th: got up early, feeling depressed, facebook.
• 18th: daisy on my bed, feeling depressed, jiu jitsu.
• 19th: TFIL videos, those who wish me dead.
• 20th: walk around the lake, freddy's back!!, cecil hotel documentary.
• 21st: cecil hotel documentary, gardening, trying on new h&m clothes, talking to dad, this is the night.
• 22nd: pokemon go, B&M, sainsburys, old.
• 23rd: pokemon go, B&M again, asda,
• 24th: gardening, pokemon go,
• 25th: sainsburys, petrol panic buying shortages, nap, exploring with fighters' livestreams.
• 26th: feeling down/anxious, shiny butterfree.
• 27th: anxious, waiting to get petrol for an hour, feeling depressed.
• 28th: feeling depressed, walk round the lake, feeding the ducks, clearing out/tidying the food cupboard.
• 29th: walk round the lake, feeding freddy & the others, feeling down, clearing out/tidying the food cupboards and freezer, homefront.
• 30th: walk round the lake, collision, clearing up a fox's mess in our garden.

October

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• 1st: walk round the lake, cleaning downstairs, pokemon go, pooh's heffalump halloween movie, exploring with fighters' livestream.
• 2nd: tesco by myself, raining all day, get out.
• 3rd: tesco by myself, us.
• 4th: posting mum's covid test, starting to rewatch YOU season 1.
• 5th: tesco express, you, daisy on my lap at the pc desk until midnight.
• 6th: mild, walk round the lake, you.
• 7th:
• 8th: pets at home, frank grillo edits, children of the corn.
• 9th: foggy, tesco, EWF's livestream.
• 10th: tesco express, frank grillo edits.
• 11th: sainsburys/first time not having to go shopping alone in 2 weeks!, pokemon go, you, the descent.
• 12th: back with instagram after 7 months (kinda), upset/feeling depressed, cleaning the car, organizing h&m return.
• 13th: feeling very depressed, organizing my journal, reconnecting with pete.
• 19th: feeding freddy, shudder free trial, talking to people on instagram, mum at hospital all evening/home alone until 11pm.
• 20th: feeling really down, got my H&M order, the ritual.
• 21st: you, building my bedside cabinet, tired, daisy upstairs in the evening, dark water.
• 22nd: cursed films, new etsy scrunchies, listening to starset's new album, ordering starset's signed CD.
• 23rd: period pain, pokemon go, talking to pete.
• 24th: feeling really down, ringu.
• 25th: last day of shudder trial, z, nosferatu.
• 26th: tesco, feeling depressed/anxious/really bad, headache.
• 27th: feeding the ducks, walk in the woods & round the lake, pokemon go, talking to pete, the babadook.
• 28th: tesco, got a pumpkin.
• 29th: feeding the ducks, walk round the lake, carving my pumpkin, whale cloud, a nightmare on elm street.
• 30th: sore throat, tesco, feeling really down, a nightmare on elm street, the blair witch project.
• 31st: sore throat, heavy winds & hail, making halloween cupcakes, feeling really ill, went to bed early.

November

• 1st: ill, youtube, having a lemsip for the first time.
• 2nd: ill.
• 3rd: ill, ordering stuff from etsy for my birthday, halloween, seeing a fireball out the back bedroom window.
• 4th: ill, ordering stuff from etsy for my birthday, youtube.
• 5th: ill, headache.
• 6th: ill, tesco, picking birthday stuff, taking down halloween decorations.
• 7th:
• 8th: feeling down
• 9th: 30!, sunshine, home alone, decorating in the morning, walk round the lake & feeding the ducks, cupcakes & donuts,
• 10th: tired, feeling a bit down, playing with balloons, youtube.
• 11th: the hunger games.
• 12th: feeling really down, feeding the ducks, walk by the marina/in the field, talking to gerald, talking to dad, zac's back.
• 13th: tesco, getting christmas stuff, the hunger games.
• 14th: tired, finished my birthday cake, talking to pete, little fires everywhere.
• 15th: posting on instagram for the first time in a year & a half, late birthday presents to myself arrived.
• 16th: pokemon go, talking to pete.
• 17th: walk round the lake twice, feeding the ducks, pets at home, reuniting with last winter's lake acquaintance, daisy upstairs.
• 18th: tesco express, little fires everywhere.
• 19th:
• 20th:
• 21st:
• 22nd: asda, little fires everywhere.
• 23rd: feeding the ducks, walk round the lake in the sunshine, feeling better, talking to pete.
• 24th: the hunger games, eye mask,
• 25th:
• 26th: bleaching my hair
• 27th: storm, tesco, really cold.
• 28th: really cold, nine perfect strangers.
• 29th: mad dogs, cyber monday h&m shopping.
• 30th: youtube, three days grace - so called life, RED liked/pinned/replied to my comment on insta, pre-ordering three days grace's 2022 album.

december

• 1st: spotify wrapped, life.
• 2nd: snow, feeding the ducks, walk round the lake & marina field, seeing a muntjac deer in the marina field,
• 3rd: slept in, put on my christmas bedding, christmas with the kranks, greenland, very foggy outside.
• 4th: tesco, headache.
• 5th:
• 6th: close encounters of the fifth kind, the night before.
• 7th: putting up the twig light tree xmas decoration, talking to pete, etsy, finances.
• 8th: posting the xmas card to pinn close, jay bird in the tree, feeding the ducks, facebook, pokemon go friends.
• 9th:
• 10th:
• 11th: tesco
• 12th: extra day home alone, decorating my mini xmas tree, encounter.
• 13th: feeding the ducks, walk round the lake, pokemon go, talking to fiona, etsy.
• 14th:
• 15th: tesco, posting christmas cards, walking home via the park & canal, pokemon go christmas,
• 16th:
• 17th: mum at hospital, wrapping some presents, baking christmas biscuits, zac let mum feed him for the first time.
• 18th: really tired, tesco, nap,
• 19th: sainsburys,
• 20th: period pain, naps, giving zac fuzzy wuzzy bird in the kitchen, silent night.
• 21st: cleaning, feeding the ducks, feeling down, daisy on my lap upstairs.
• 22nd: really tired, daisy upstairs, putting up the christmas tree, walk round the lake, wrapping presents.
• 23rd:
• 24th: exhausted, tesco at 8am, making christmas biscuits, feeding the ducks & giving freddy his christmas present (pancakes), feeling down.
• christmas: getting up late, etsy presents to myself, daisy loving her new toys, late lunch, vicar of dibley/daisy sitting on my lap.
• boxing day: tired, youtube, jingle all the way, goose fat potatoes, animated short films.
• 27th: a sunburnt christmas.
• 28th: tesco, pokemon go, a sunburnt christmas, bad santa, zac seeing his christmas presents.
• 29th: bad santa 2, christmas animated films.
• 30th: sainsburys, pokemon go, talking on insta,
• 31st: looking back at photos from this year, feeling upset, writing,