- when i was a kid we were on holiday in scotland and went to a place called Highland Mystery World. I don't remember too much about it, only that people were dressed up in weird outfits walking around. It freaked me out and I cried a lot. the people working there were trying to calm me down by reassuring me it was pretend, but i was still freaked out.
- when i was 15 i stupidly made a vlog on youtube ranting about types of people i didnt like/habits people had that I found annoying. people at school saw it and confronted me about it and made fun of me for weeks afterwards. i felt sick and was terrified of seeing them
- when i was 18 some boys on a bus tried to steal stuff from my bag, i could feeling them tugging it/me backwards and i was really scared and didn't know what to do. luckily someone else stepped in and helped
- when i was 18 i went to legoland and went on a rocking ship ride for the first time. i didnt know what to expect but as it got higher and higher i felt horrified. being scared of heights is bad enough but being tilted backwards at such a huge height and then swayed back to the ground made me feel like i was going to pass out.
- the first day of uni
- when i was 19 i was followed by a guy i met at the train station who at first just seemed like a harmless annoying person. i played along in hope he'd leave soon anyway but once on the tube he started putting his arms around me and touching me briefly. i was frozen in fear and couldn't think clearly about what to do, i figured if i kept talking he would at least be distracted enough not to touch me. i was right, as long as i spoke he kept his hands off. he left me by saying "hopefully i'll see you again soon" and i spent the rest of the day shaking and feeling scared as hell
- when i was in 3rd year at uni i had to do a presentation in psychology in front of 50-60 people. i was so nervous that my legs were shaking as i did it. funnily enough despite being terrified my group reckoned i was the one who spoke the best.
- when i was 21 i suffered from severe depression and anxiety and was severely suicidal. that whole time scared me immensely.
- watching sinister - that film is so creepy and disturbing!
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