(in place of my gratitude journal app whilst I'm not using my phone) may-july 2021

• being able to walk round the lake
• seeing freddy + him seeming to remember me and jumping out the water to see me
• seeing a duckling
• youtube recommending me bearded asmr who has lots of calming/comforting videos
• people who upload concerts on youtube
• seeing goslings up close
• seeing multiple 55 number plates in one day
• having a nice happy carefree dream that put me in a good mood when I woke up
• ASMR
• a delicious dinner
• lindt hazlenut
• my online orders dispatching quickly
• more sunshine than previous days
• seeing goslings up close
• seeing Wobbles & Freddy
• seeing a sun halo over the lake
• the lime green butterfly flying in front of me by the lake
• seeing cygnets
• seeing another 55 angel number number plate
• coming home to find my H&M package left on the doorstep aka didn't have to answer the door
• my scrunchie from etsy arriving much quicker than the one the other week did
• the universe reminding me of divine timing with everything good I saw today/happened today that I would've missed if the crap that happened yesterday hadn't of happened and I went out then instead
• I didn't have to answer the door
• seeing lots of baby animals at the lake
• the crossing distracting me
• the weather being nicer than it was supposed to be
• seeing goslings again
• seeing cygnets up close
• my etsy order being in the letterbox when I got home
• mum getting brownies and cake
• the cute new winnie the pooh bags making me smile
• beartooth's new song (fed up)
• H&M package going through the letterbox
• seeing goslings for the fourth day in a row
• seeing cygnets up close again and on their parent's back
• seeing freddy
• meeting a friendly upbeat irish guy who cheered me up
• seeing the irish guy twice and talking more the second time round
• seeing freddy & the goslings a second time when I walked round the lake
• the new H&M shorts fitting me better than the first pair
• new look having a 20% off sale on everything & 99p delivery so I could order some stuff
• mum offering to buy me a sweatshirt from H&M and letting me use her birthday code when I said how I was disapointed that my new one is bigger than I thought and its too late to send it back
• mum answered the door
• the purge (tv series) distracting me from feeling down
• the tesco parsley microwave potatoes being as good as the sainsburys ones
• the postman leaving my new look package on the doorstep so I didn't have to talk
• h&m order coming quicker than i expected and the sweatshirt being pretty/glad mum convinced me to get that one
• how cute the new look clothes are
• how nice the tesco finest rolls taste
• cadburys animal biscuits
• seeing goldfinches outside my window when I opened my blinds this morning
• that cute duck coming up behind me when I had bread
• seeing coot babies
• seeing 13 goslings up close and them coming up to me out of the lake!
• some sunny weather
• seeing a cute sausage dog
• having an amazon prime free trial
• daisy being cute and funny
• seeing lots of goslings up close
• seeing freddy straight away when I got to the lake (he was standing on the ground)
• seeing wobbles
• not having to answer the door for my royal mail return
• dan dixon's livestream cheering me up
• my period pain not being the worst
• mum getting me 2 pairs of shorts from tesco
• mum getting me chocolate fudge cupcakes
• a nice dream about carlisle
• having a light period
• finally being able to go to B&M
• all the stuff I got at B&M
• the nicer weather
• mum being in a good mood
• the friends reunion making me smile
• daisy
• getting more stuff at B&M
• having a better night sleep than the previous night
• having the motivation to clean more of my room
• the rain meaning I could walk around the lake in peace and quiet
• mum not being at home when the soap foam overflowed/leaked from the washing machine
• frank grillo in the purge films making me feel better ♥
• the nice weather
• daisy making me smile
• finally having the motivation/willpower to sort out my clothes
• dan dixon's livestream cheering me up & him seeing my comment and reading it out
• my flamingo light - i'm so glad i did decide to get it
• ed & lorraine in the new conjuring film making me smile
• the postman knocking on the door lightly so it doesn't scare the life out of me
• chocolate cake
• seeing goslings
• being able to see some of the eclipse
• the postman always being friendly and positive e.g. "bless you" "have a nice day"
• my nhs letter about the covid jab coming on a day that mum's at work so that i can hide it and delay it longer
• h&m tshirt I've wanted for months came back in store so I could order it finally
• discovering boohoo have clothes like new look and for similar prices
• mum answering the door
• mum letting me use her phone to text dad
• being able to clean out the outside drain in peace aka no neighbours around
• music making me feel better
• not having to answer the door
• new look having 25% off everything
• figuring out a way to turn my phone on without having to face instagram
• finally seeing freddy after 3 weeks of not seeing him
• seeing wobbles
• having the motivation/willpower to do the recycling before mum got home
• the bath water draining out before mum got home
• the lake
• artofkickz's video distracting me
• spree making me laugh
• not feeling like crying as much as yesterday
• being able to turn my phone on without having to face instagram
• seeing ducklings on the river
• rish messaging me to check how I am
• sleeping erasing my memory/calming me down, even if only for a small time
• seeing the wild flowers in the park (couldn't see them last summer)
• sunny weather
• ASMR
• mum making me feel better
• the caterpillars in the garden distracting me for a bit
• rish being able to understand how I feel
• being able to fix my flask
• having a calmer day than yesterday
• artofkickz's yt videos making me smile/laugh
• unexpected sunny weather
• feeling lighter than previous days
• dad making me laugh
• daisy making me laugh
• getting a £10 amazon gift card from doing a survey that we got through the post (especially as I didn't bother to look at it and almost threw it out, grateful mum looked at it)
• not having to answer the door
• beartooth's new album
• having the motivation to finally dye my hair
• dyeing my hair in the sink not being as difficult as I thought it would be
• hermes not knocking on the door for the return receipt
• being able to finish my hair before mum came home early
• lots of angel numbers
• sunshine
• chocolate
• mum offering to get me a sweatshirt from H&M
• seeing freddy
• seeing the fog at sunrise this morning
• having a peaceful sleep and feeling blissful waking up
• mum ordering me some tshirts from new look
• delicious roast potatoes from tesco
• not answering the door
• mum buying me lots of things from sainsburys - clothes, bras, nail polish, ring
• being able to copy all my files/numbers/notes from my phone before it totally broke
• mum offering to pay for a new phone for me
• finding really nice phone covers on esty