a reminder that you're ok, you don't need big things to make you happy and to stay focused on the positives :) keep making the most of everything and enjoy the little things ✨

• 3/11/18:
  • red saw my insta story and put it in their insta story!!!!
• 29/9/18:
  • papa roach replied to me on facebook!!!
• 18/9/18:
  • luke liked my tweet
• 7/9/18:
  • beautiful starry night & crescent moon with shadow of moon too when I took the trash out at 4/5am
  • "you need to go professional!" (photography instagram)
  • robin kept me company whilst I did the gardening
  • saw poppy(?!) on the fence
  • 3/9/18:
  • mum answered the door
  • my H&M order was fine/fitted how I like
  • got a lot of jurassic twitter notifications I haven't had in months
  • cp in my notifications for the first time in months
  • 30/8/18:
  • papa roach liked 2 of my tweets!
• 22/8/18:
  • mum let me have the jogging bottoms and pj shorts for free
  • papa roach liked my instagram post!
• 21/8/18:
  • the australian asmr guy sent me a sweet reply on youtube! -- "sending love and positive vibes your way" ♥
• 20/8/18:
  • that cute australian asmr guy added me back on snapchat
• 3/8/18:
  • daisy meowed at us/first time I've seen her meow
  • daisy rolled on her back and went cute for me
• 1/8/18:
  • red liked my reply on instagram!
• 16/7/18:
  • mum ordered me a memorial necklace for jasper from etsy
• 12/7/18:
  • mum ordered me a new pair of jeggings and a tshirt
  • apparently george still remembers me/said my name with family
• 2/6/18:
  • saw a JWFK poster on a bus
  • saw JWFK toys/marketing in sainsburys
  • the seahorse pyjama top I wanted weeks ago is half price/mum let me have it
• 31/5/18:
  • still weigh under 10 stone
• 24/5/18:
  • getting my photo collage prints in the post and they look great
  • insta notification
• 13/5/18:
  • found lots of childhood photos i've never seen before at nan's house
  • had dinner at the red lion
• 12/5/18:
  • mum loved her present (pressed funeral flowers in a frame) + she liked it so much she cried
  • went out for a meal
• 11/5/18:
  • pretty dark pink flowers in trees by the lake I've never seen before
  • mum: "I needed a real big laugh and that (me joking about jasper) gave me one"
• 10/5/18:
  • photo frames in tesco were cheap
  • found cheap kids glue to buy
  • pressed funeral flowers came out nice
  • made nice arrangements with pressed flowers in frames
• 9/5/18:
  • mum got me hair dye/it was cheaper than usual
  • found something else nan had written to us
• 5/5/18:
  • took one top back to sainsburys and mum let me get another one instead
  • got the total film jurassic special magazine
  • adam gontier made a twitter account
• 4/5/18:
  • mum doesn't mind me keeping flowers from the funeral and pressing them
• 3/5/18:
  • lots of butterflies in the woods
• 2/5/18:
  • got sunshine when there wasn't supposed to be any
  • "Fabulous photos, Chloe! xxx"
• 1/5/18:
  • saw a cute mouse by the lake
  • saw ducklings
  • saw that green butterfly by the lake
  • found lots more cards from nan
• 30/4/18:
  • beautiful sunset
• 29/4/18:
  • "i was just watching random LOST videos on Youtube and came across your old reactions and absolutely love them :D"
• 28/4/18:
  • got 2 new tops
• 26/4/18:
  • got a lot of nice photos of nan's tribute flowers
  • it was sunny
• 24/4/18:
  • "you look lovely, you look beautiful"
  • "you're looking good"
  • "darling..take care of yourself"
  • "last time I saw you you were a little tiny one.... (you're) still beautiful"
• 23/4/18:
  • fiona got me a necklace from her holiday
  • did the gardening
• 16/4/18:
  • I handled the funeral directors a lot better than last time
  • I got to design the leaflet cover for nan
• 10/4/18:
  • finally got another storage container
  • got a summer pyjama set
  • "fries before guys" socks
• 9/4/18:
  • the pretty flowers in the garden centre
  • the friendly cashier
  • having dinner out
• 5/4/18:
  • seeing fiona before she went home
  • it was sunny and warm
  • seeing a green butterfly fly past me
  • seeing/photographing a muntjac deer in the woods
  • man in the woods complimenting my photography/talking to me
  • first day of the year I didn't need to wear a coat out
• 3/4/18:
  • seeing a white horse by the lake (reminded me of my patronus)
  • seeing a male mandarin duck in the lake for the first time in 10 years
  • seeing pansies(?) in the front garden for the first time since i was a kid
  • had dinner out with fiona and tasha and we smiled and laughed
  • saw a new star constellation in the sky
• 2/4/18:
  • when i checked instagram after waking up i saw someone from as we ascend followed me
  • seeing nan's "keep smiling!" writing on an old birthday tag I forgot I had
  • went for a walk for the first time in 9 weeks
  • donkeys in the field!
  • buds and shoots are starting to come out ready for spring
  • tasha & tara said thanks to me on facebook for sending fiona photos of us in norfolk with nan
  • nice tumblr response "I hope you're doing ok....I hope you're alright"
  • got a text from dad about nan's passing
  • new loki fanfic made me smile
• 1/4/18:
  • I saw goldfinches (in our garden) for the first time in 6 years
  • I managed to make roast potatoes
  • DM made me smile
• 31/3/18:
  • I didn't have to open the door for my package
  • I fit into my jeans for the first time since uni
  • the sun came out
  • supportive DMs
• 29/3/18:
  • I still weigh under 10 stone
• 10/2/18:
  • from ashes to new replied to me on facebook
• 7/2/18:
  • mum said I can have the leggings as a present/for free
• 6/2/18:
  • mum got me leggings from h&m
• 3/2/18:
  • watching thor: ragnarok
• 2/2/18:
  • papa roach liked my tweet
• 1/2/18:
  • "You are incredible. So brave for sharing" (insta)