- update: it was too late
- and then it wasn’t
- and then it really was
- but i am free now (i think)
- the fear is persistent, but so am i
- and even more persistent is the one that loves me, no matter how afraid i am
- they arrived as soon as i let go of the one that was too afraid of loving me
- i have never wondered how they felt about me
- never yearned, pined, agonized over it
- there has never been a need to
- it’s not that they aren’t afraid of loving me
- it’s that they’re brave enough to do it anyway
- it’s what i deserved all along
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