I dream A LOT. What does it all mean?!?!? 90% of the time my dreams are negative. When I don't pray at night, I get nightmares. Today I've decided to write down the dreams I remember.... the last time I did this, there was an obvious trend (failure).

• 1/26- I neglected my Golden Retriever, Buddy. He got so weak that we had to put him to sleep. I held a memorial service before his visit to the vet. I cried a lot, and I wrote speeches/made cards for everyone in case they didn't make one for Buddy. Afterward, I played with Buddy and I tried to spend as much time with him as I could. He was very obedient with all commands, and I gave him a lot of treats. He had those tiny spiky plant thingies all over his underside. I tried to cut them off and brush him, but his skin had grown over a lot of them and it was very painful for him. I cried a lot.
• 1/28- This dream was actually really long. But basically... the devil, in the form of a neon green (and sometimes black) goop, kept on entering my cousin. I kept on trying to get it out of her by several ways: the Heimlich maneuver, stomping the shieeet out of her, hitting her against corners of large surfaces, etc. It was scary, but I woke up all right because I didn't remember it until about an hour after I had awakened.
• 1/29- Car battery problems. Ughs.

Okay, I forgot to update this. But the past couple days included:

• I went deep sea diving without any equipment, I reached the ocean bottom and touched an extremely LUMPY whale. I also came back and took a "friend" (who's not really a friend in real life) to help him study for an exam (no idea how that helps).
• I was on duty for the weekend, but I left Glen Mor and I went home. I got a call and told the residents I would be there in about 20-30 minutes. I completely forgot, and wanted to call the residents back when I realized... I misplaced the duty phone! I decided to call the duty phone from my cell phone to see if I could find it that way. I woke up to Frank giving me a wake-up call, but in my dream I thought it was the duty phone ringing.