I think a lot of people don't realize how much I hate my life. the constant waiting i'm doing for something new to happen, something to make me feel like i'm alive. truthfully, nothing about me is normal, no matter the smile on my face...i have moments of weakness where i can't get out of bed, where i cry for no reason at all. there's a reason but i can't place my finger on it to save my life.

pushed away or discarded by those who view me as boring, i no longer cling and clutch at those i meet. in my mind, you're already gone. you're leaving me and i just haven't noticed it yet. I'd apologize for not being what everyone wants or likes, but i am not sorry. everything about me is a broken down mess and i hide behind my depression with a smile.

one day, i'll rest happily.

• no one at the moment. Will be listed and gushed about here when it happens!

name: Kym Jiduri

Age: 19.

family: Father- deceased. Mother- somewhere in Hawaii. Three sisters and a younger brother- somewhere in the states with his grandparents.

race: Cyborg. Human with a very keen sense with technology and hacking.

sexuality: Byesexual.

gender: Male.

relationship status: that one lone potato.

job: Trying to avoid spies, assassins and the CIA.

height: 6’0

weight: 139

eye color: Dark Brown. ( Blue in cyborg form. )

hair color: brunette, although he's been known to dye it different colors.

education: Gonna fail school at this rate.

• remind more people in chat that you can heal stupid.
• become top 500 as a healer.

• Sei hyung- one of Jiduri's good friends and someone he respects a lot. the two can often be found at the arcade or simply exploring Seoul,hand in hand, mostly so Jiduri doesn't wander off and get lost-- it's still possible.
• Katsu hyung- the grouchy and scary but surprisingly nice (at least to him) friend that saved Jiduri from a run in with Russian hitmen. he views Katsu as someone he can count on for anything even if he doesn't really cross paths with him physically and opts for calling him instead.
• Baekhee hyung- a cute and feisty friend that Jiduri met at the library. they hit it off instantly and Jiduri finds comfort in the other male's presence unlike he does with most people he first meet.
• Soe hyung- Jiduri doesn't really remember if they first met because of cheese fries or tea, but he'll never forget the movi...

• go to bed on time.
• catch up on all the dramas i started and never finished.
• try to call my mother again.
• be stronger.
• stop feeling so depressed.
• make better decisions.
• dance more often.

likes: Chicken, animals, turtlenecks & oversized sweaters, being naked, cuddles, art, kind people, gentle touches, anything with bears, bear onesies, singing, dancing, sunrises & sunsets, sweets, tea, dark chocolate, being petted, being treated with genuine affection, love in general despite not receiving it, blonde hair, honey, soft skin, sweet fragrances.

dislikes: Rude people, being disturbed when sleeping, telling people his profession, overly dominant people ( one's who dabble in abuse ), cold, beer, being called weak, liars, bugs, hunting shows, horror ( despite still watching it because he dumb ), abusive people, too many layers of clothes, being yelled at, thunderstorms, darkness, weapons.

↳ He's been kidnapped and tortured more times than he'd care to admit, leaving him scared of human contact and flinching at the smallest touch.

He's the notorious nineteen year old with messy bedhead and spectacles, listening to Havana like it's his anthem. It's earned him quite the many nicknames, such as Havana Kym, but the high school boy knows nothing of the sort since his ears are budded. That's the only rumor-- oh wait. There's one about him being followed by strange men in black suvs and how he occasionally skips class. For days on end. What the secret is, it draws both curious eyes and plenty of gunfire. Stay away from him. The shy, timid and oddly naive teen.

While he may seem like the typical sweet individual, he also has a knack for being in some kind of trouble.

He'll meet you with galaxies in his eyes and airy steps under his feet, seeming like someone without a care in the world. But honestly, a closer look and furthering your stay in his life, Jiduri Kym is nothing but trouble.

nothing to see...yet~.

• visit the maldives.
• take a lover to hawaii.
• own a doggo or a catsu.
• receive cuddles and affection from friends or someone special.
• feel loved for once.
• see my family again.
• be happy.
• own a pair of leather pants.
• have a plush collection, preferably rilkakkuma.
• travel the world.
• spoil someone i love.
• actually spoil all my friends.
• fall in love slowly with someone.
• mean something to someone.
• meet and talk to aliens.
• go to Comic-Con.
• get gold on superstar smtown. >:)
• own a bear onesie.
• make someone feel happy.

Kym Han Cho- Jiduri's father, CIA secret agent who worked as an assassin and cover up specialist. He was born and raised in Seoul and was put through extremely difficult measurements due to his parents being agents for the Korean government. As of some main complications with Jiduri belonging to the US government, Han was killed in action by Russian operatives.

Kym Jiyeon- Jiduri's mother, an undercover agent who worked at a Hyatt hotel as a janitor. She was born in Chicago before following her father's path by joining the US government and working as a secret agent. While on duty, she met Han Cho and the duo were inseparable since-- aside from the time they were pitted against each other during an ambush. She is still currently alive and residing in Hawaii where she raised her children.

Kym Jiduri- the eldest of the Kym family and the only one who isn't fully human. h...