- raining all morning really hard.
- weight didn't change, felt a little discouraged but re-read my old health journals and CHECKED MYSELF. it's OK that weight loss is slow. calm down. be more active every day!
- drank la colombe before meeting.
- omg living a fi blog updated after 6 years!!!!
- takeaways:
- choosing to retire early is a gamble. you're basing everything off of your current life and projections. you have to assume your life will drastically change in ways you wouldn't expect.
- who knows what will happen if you discover a new health condition.
- mental health is something you cannot predict. i want to believe i know myself and what i value in life (fulfillment, happiness, productivity, health) but who knows how relationship dynamics will change after reaching fi.
- it's helpful to read about his experience.
- it does make me consider what i want to have with curisu, if we didn't have work filling up so much of our time... i wonder if he could make languages and translation into a skill that will work for him. when he talks about it, it seems kind of ambiguous. and for me, will i have a way to make some income through my art? or some other avenue? i honestly don't know.
- i have a hard time being happy. i am always looking for something to focus on that will worry me or i don't like about myself.
- went to BJs to get some groceries: green peppers, eggs, panko popcorn chicken, tortilla chips, and bananas!
- we watched the last ep of ssn 2 of star trek discovery! so freaking good, i loved the way they showed time travel and you really cared for each and every one of the characters! (p much)
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