- goals: continue to consistently workout
- eat less dessert
- portion control
- thoughts
- 3-3: feeling introspective lately. i'm thinking more about my life and what i might want for the future. i can't decide if i'm trying to pursue certain things or should accept that i won't experience certain things in my life (being married, having children, buying a house aka a traditional or well-trodden version of a 'full, and happy' life). no matter what, making a choice either way or your non-choice is still having to give up the other version of what my life could be like.
- yesterday (3-2) i had a call with ted on where i am with my goals... and he still thinks i'm not fully committed to retiring early because i still max out my tax advantaged accounts. is that true? ... so many of the fire blogs say that you should not sleep on the tax-advantaged accounts
- i think i'm confronting this aspect about myself... where i'm not 'fully committed' to what i want. whether it be achieving fire or not, i'm not 100% confident in my choice(s).
- 3/7 watched 9 days on the flight to orlando, FL ★★☆☆☆
- it was kind of long, meandering. and maybe a bit too artsy for me. they didn't choose the right person to live in the end I:
- 3/11
- back from my work travel. had a lot of mixed emotions on the trip. i definitely have a lot to learn in my job, and feel slow on the uptake. but i won't give up.
- watched turning red on disney+ ★★★★★
- 3/12 we watched true crime tv shows... and one about a grandma that poisoned people she 'cared for' in her house until they died and buried them in her backyard...
- 3/13 watched the protege ★★★★☆ with turkey burgers, potatoes for dinner. solid action film that had little to no obvious green screen! nice.
- 3/14 watched tinder swindler ★★★★☆ with dinner
- 3/15 started watching severance ★★★★★ with curisu
- 3/26 saw the batman ★★★★☆ w curisu
- 3/29 started watching fargo ★★★★☆ w curisu
- 3/30 started watching moon knight ★★★★☆ w curisu
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