when it heals:

—— ⋆ image: joyfull ⋆ moody ⋆ annoyed ⋆ kind ⋆ creature of the sea ⋆ likes blondes ⋆ pessimism hidden behind a nihilistic facet ⋆ too woke ⋆ lost in the past

—— ⋆ affection: my dog ⋆ ateez and nct dream (specially when they’re being themselves around us ⋆ ronsey ⋆ cats ⋆ my friends ⋆ fazer cafuné ⋆ make people laugh ⋆ r.e.m ⋆ that ikea alien ⋆ dialogue heavy books and films ⋆ the number 8 ⋆ that one cut song from epic the musical ⋆ binge watch gameplays on yt

—— ⋆ narrative: romance! but only when it’s fictional ⋆ scorpios (from the distance, as a concept) ⋆ christianity as an artistic movement ⋆ greek mythology ⋆ immortal beings (specially and there's ex lovers and eternal yearning)

—— ⋆ in my head: fanfics ⋆ tag hunting for specific tropes and all the ships that comes in between ⋆ fanarts ⋆ (un)finished mangas ⋆ asian dramas ⋆ heated rivalry (the tv show, not the book) ⋆ haikyuu ⋆ avatar the last airbender ⋆ star vs the forces of evil ⋆ monster high ⋆ the addams family ⋆ what's wrong scooby-doo? ⋆ the powerpuff girls ⋆ old disney and nickelodeon tv shows and cartoons ⋆ cassandra clare's universe ⋆ alice in wonderland ⋆ hades (the game) ⋆ kim taeri and hong kyung

—— ⋆ collectables: mobile games ⋆ pop mart figures ⋆ photocards and pc holders ⋆ oversized t-shirts ⋆ golden jewelry ⋆ piercings ⋆ stripped polo shirts ⋆ red pen tint, phone cases ⋆ books i have yet to read (and reread) ⋆ pinterest boards, characters i fell in love with through someone else's eyes

—— ⋆ sensory: the moon and stars ⋆ cloudy days ⋆ summer chilly breezes ⋆ fresh water ⋆ petrichor ⋆ soft hands ⋆ big and round eyes and noses ⋆ tasks-free days ⋆ sleeping ⋆ having the same dream again and again but never quite remembering it ⋆ city watching ⋆ daydreams ⋆ warm blackets during the winter ⋆ orange juice ⋆ anything that validates me ⋆ making plans i won't ever follow ⋆ walking ⋆ reading ⋆ mindless writing ⋆ photographing ⋆ pet pets ⋆ sea/stargazing ⋆ skinship ⋆ unguarded laughing ⋆ milk ice cream ⋆ different personalities in a firendship group

when it hurts:

yeah, it's supposed to be messy

intrusive/impulsive thoughts, academic language (or academic stuff in general), lack of sleeping pills, guilt, ignorance, sloppiness, egg in all forms, being ignored, math, self doubt, wet socks, hot drinks, emotional dependency, speed, sour envy, adrenaline, rudeness, dog growl, mood swings, seafood, absence of basic emotions, comparing myself to others, relying on external validation, loneliness, fomo.