"I think I’m always so much more happy with books and movies and stuff. I think I get more excited about well-done representations of life than life itself."

⠀ ⠀—— books

⠀ ⠀—— manhwa

⠀ ⠀—— tvshows

There is ugliness in this world, disarrey. I was taught to see the beauty. But I was taught a lie. And when I saw the world for what it really was I realized how little beauty there was in it... So many of my memories were ugly. But the things I held onto until the end weren't the ugly ones. I remember the moments where I saw what they were really capable of; moments of kindness here and there. They created us and they knew enough of beauty to teach it to us... There is ugliness in this world, disarrey. I choose to see the beauty.

• architecture ⋆ gothic
• art movement ⋆ romantism
• artist ⋆ francisco de goya
• band ⋆ the national
• bird ⋆ luzon bleeding heart dove, Gallicolumba luzonica
• book ⋆ frankenstein by mary shelley
• century ⋆ 19th
• character ⋆ sandor "the hound" clegane
• color ⋆ grey
• deity ⋆ persephone
• drink ⋆ coffee
• flower ⋆ black bat flower, Tacca chantrieri
• folklore ⋆ vampire
• fruit ⋆ lemon
• genre ⋆ grunge
• insect ⋆ death's head hawkmoth, Acheronthia atropos
• instrument ⋆ violin
• phenomenon ⋆ belt of venus
• poem ⋆ ismália — alphonsus de guimaraens
• sculpture ⋆ the rape of proserpine — bernini
• season ⋆ winter

“I have never known peace like the damp grass that yields to me, I have never known hunger like these insects that feast on me.”

⠀ ⠀—— r e b e c a

• december 15th, 1999
  • "the wednesday's child is full of woe"
• she/her ・ br ・ audhd
• anilist ・ letterboxd ・ backloggd

• termo
• palavras cruzadas
• contexto
• letroso

There is stability in self-destruction, in prolonging sadness as a means of escaping abstractions like happiness. Rock bottom is a surprisingly comfortable place to lay your head. Looking up from the depths of another low often seems a lot safer than wondering when you'll fall again. Falling feels awful. I'd rather fucking fly.