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-119 Square Uranus - Sun
Negative aspect: You might have sudden bursts of anger, a changeable humor, and your circle will never know what to expect from you - they might be on the defensive.
You are less able to tolerate the slightest order from your bosses, especially if they are curt. You tend to rebel against authority.
Expect circumstances to arise quite suddenly that can make you quite "miffed" to say the very least. Matters that were previously settled and agreed to can come back to haunt you through missed correspondence and messages. Freedom will be sought no matter what the consequences and sudden romance can begin now. More stable influences in the chart will help it to last, but this transit alone tends to point to something sudden and short term. The possibility for accidents is higher now, and challenges, separations and divorces can occur in extreme cases.
Inner changes and struggles occur quite dramatically now, and if your outer world and the people around you are not changing along with you (which is more than likely!), you could feel extremely restless and tied down. Responsibilities that you readily accepted in the past now begin to feel overwhelming. You are likely questioning your life as it has been, and wondering if there is a whole lot more for you "somewhere out there". Others notice your changes and you could alienate a few people in the process.
There is an expression that applies here: "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water". In your attempts to make changes in your life, and to rid yourself of limiting conditions, you are prone to making hasty decisions and leaving behind circumstances, jobs, or people that you might one day miss. Remember that the changes going on inside you are rapid and seem very pressing now, but later you might look back on this period of your life as a time when you didn't truly listen to your heart. It would be wise to leave major decision making to a better period. At the moment, you are not listening to your heart, but rather you are listening to a bruised ego.
Sometimes, changes seem to be coming from the outside, but are usually a reflection of your own inner discontent with the routines and responsibilities in your life. Often, this transit coincides with a break up or separation, either one that seems forced upon you or one that you hastily initiate. Impatience with existing conditions and responsibilities in your life, whether they are a job, relationship, family life, or what have you, characterizes this period. The desire to express yourself more freely is strong. Advice here is to avoid expecting everyone and everything around you to change along with you. Recognize that your urge to rebel comes from a desire for more freedom and self-expression, and find ways to express yourself and your freedom that don't completely upset the things you have worked hard on building to date. Also recognize that as you listen to a bruised or misbehaving ego, you are prone to ignoring your deepest emotions, and as a result you may sever ties that later leave you wanting. It is especially important to be aware of this "blind spot".