151001 danforth music hall

• was one of the few last ones ("there are 6 ppl left" when i went) for m&g
• basically took a picture and gave ryota a gift for betty and davids tea care package for all team members + staff and ran
• why didn't i take my time??? there was no one behind me??? ugh
• show was so awesome (but 20140514 pheonix will always be #1)
• started out 1.5th ish row but became first row centre soon enough
• sang english version of cry out omg i was so ready for "I LOVE this feeling you're the only that's really lost" part
• taka touched a few fans' hands starting from point a to b but i was just like one hand away from point a ... :(
• was like dafuq when encore song was 'paper planes' but enjoyed it
• l o v e d no scared as last song
• wish they sang ドリーマー and the way back
• during signing i said "Bettyちゃんかわいいです" to ryota and he laughed, for like quite a while, so he probably knows i'm the person who gave him that weird dog bowl gift? haha hope he likes it :)
• met some really cool people!
  • emily - who likes crossfaith, coldrain, etc. sold her my album so she could get a signing too <3 emily, reika and i wanted to wait for the members to come out but right when we wanted to try the back door they came out and we missed them, only seeing like a head or so. we waited a bit outside the bus until we all went home tgt via ttc.
  • reika - emily's sister couldn't make it so she sold her ticket to reika, who i took the subway home with and she showed me a pic of her and hiro <3
  • kenta - "cute names" haha
  • miyo and yoko - fans from japan who went to the chicago show, miyo is also going to ny show

151003 playstation theatre

• first time going to oor concert with a friend i know not from oor!
• beniko-san and hana-san were the first in line (they were there since 3)
• saw toru and tomoya walk in (the other members were probably there but too many heads so i didn't see)
• during m&g i told the members to do 10969
• taka said "you are nine" (to toru)
• turned around and asked taka for a hug before i scrammed omfg the height diff is <33
• he didn't smell particularly amazing ... in fact he didn't smell like anything haha (compared to toru after warped tour performance, there was like a clean smell that was there but wasn't at the same time. does his sweat not affect his body odor?) but the hug was gr9 <3
• first row left side right in front of ryota
• damn ryota his abs and arms are really prprpr lol but no really
• made eye contact with ryota for like a realllllyyyyyy long time until he looked away (and i would've too if it was someone on the street)
• taka went into the crowd during 'the beginning' ...wish he did that for toronto too T_T
• also was too far left to make group pic and toronto only had ig video but eh not really important
• after the show i dropped my cd so during signing i asked the guy if i could get my towel signed instead (uhm shouldve just asked taka)
• and he said no so i said okokokokok sign the inside of the booklet basically just a lot of words at once being really rushed
• then i passed taka and was around ryota and toru's area
• taka asked me "are you ok?" OIFAJSDIOFJ AISDFJOJIOADSFJO omfg
• who even cares about getting shit signed anymore ffffkfffff he is litearllaesyy ythe BEST
• i totally don't rmb what happened but i probably just nodded or something omfg omfg omfg
• and then i nodded to thank ryota and toru and thanked tomo-kun saying "ともくん"
• also hana-san lost her phone at the merch table but she got it back!! yay!

To oor: Thank you so much for coming to north america again T_T the schedule after these stops look so tiring i hope everyone gets a lot of good rest and has fun on tour <3 <3 <3 お疲れ様でした！ホントにホントにありがとう♡