tada! prepare for a list of shit i have to deal with my entire life and sometimes talk about on this account!

• first things first i have an emotional/verbally abusive older brother who's a drug/alcohol addict. he verbally abuses my mom and my grandfather, sometimes me and my other brother as well. there have been many occasions where we've called the cops on him because he got into a physical fight with my other brother. we've called the cops on him multiple times for being in a drunken ragey state. he's still living here despite being 24 years old. he's 90% of the reason that i go to therapy and the root of all my trauma over the past 5 years. as much as i would like to do something about it i can't. the police can't either. if they could he would've been in jail long ago
• something that i'm only recently realizin...

hi. it's ami. you know who this is so i won't re-explain it. this is mainly where i come to be pissy or when i just want quiet time

• liking my tweets is heavily appreciated but not required
• i also qrt stuff sometimes pissiness sometimes when i don't wanna qrt in public/be rude
• this should go without saying but please do not leak my tweets to anyone, or show them to anyone else without asking. if i'm tweeting about your friend/mutual, please consider why I'M upset about what they did or said
• however if i say something that sounds like genuine Bowled Shit you're free to tell me
• i think that's it i'll add anything else if i think of it

• if you didn't know, i'm a system. well 'is' isn't the right tense. i developed my system in uh, probably my childhood. but i only discovered i had one in late dec 2015. eventually it became much more than a few alters, my brain getting more and more fragmented but it helped me cope, because boy was 2016 not a good fucking time for me. that's not to say i don't have it, or didn't ever have it, most of my alters have just reintegrated due to them... not being needed anymore. i can hold my own just fine now. my mental health has stabilized a bit which is good
• zeo's basically the only one that resurfaces every once in a while, i believe he was the first alter whose presence i could actively pinpoint and knew he was there. zeo was my co-core, as the kids say, and he was the one who i could actively fall back on whenever i needed a break from f...