i was reading Scott pilgrim and suddenly had this thought come over me and had to write it down immediately. i’m thinking about the place I’d like to live when i move out. hopefully, this can be the place i move to with mau. I want to move into our first place, apartment, house, whatever. and i don’t want some pristine, perfect place. like sammy and grace’s house; absolutely gorgeous and beautiful and i love it and am impressed by it. but it’s not the way i want our place to be. I want eclectic, unmatched furniture that looks cute and that I like, and it won’t be like a set with other pieces, but it’ll look nice and it’ll work with everything else in the room to make a different kind of beauty, a unique one that is our own. and like, I’m not against some pieces matching but I just want it to be made up of stuff that Mau and I like. honestly, I keep thinking about the vibe of Mau’s cola apartment bc I really like it, I want that but mau and I’s version of that. It’ll be better because it’s ours. and it’ll be charming, not in a “oh that’s…interesting” kind of way, but like really cute and charming and unique in all of the best ways. and lots of cool and cute stuff hung up on the walls how we like it, pictures of us and stuff we like. I think my point is that i don’t want what someone else has. I want our own place that we make from scratch. and i want it to be somewhere i can walk into and get that feeling like “i’m home”. and that feeling will have a little bit to do with the eclectic style that we create, but almost entirely it will be because i’m coming home to the place I live with the person i love. from what we’ve talked about i think mau agrees and would be into this kind of style. whatever we create together will make me happy. what do you think, angel? :)