• run clubs - they're everywhere, just keep doing your miles at the gym and you shouldn't need to worry about pace
• volunteering at a soup kitchen/shelter/hospital - just do something worth doing with your time
• drive, go to new places alone with your camera and explore
• try going to one of the men's support group meetings on meetup just once - the people in the group are kind and you don't have to get into anything deep
• write about your day, positively focused
• look for a bartending gig on the weekends to make some friends and help with money
• book clubs
• skateboarding - find a parking garage/park where you can practice - 2025 is going to be the year of the ollie

• ✔ cute overalls (i know it's unrealistic but holding out hope!)
• crop tops/shirts to crop
• large frame glasses (blue light would be cool!)

• howl’s moving castle
• blankets
• handmaid’s tale
• circe (5/23/22)
• the curious incident of the dog in the night-time (5/?/22)
• house on the cerulean sea (6/?/22)
• scott pilgrim 1 (7/19?/22)
• song of achilles (7/26/22)

• fargo (1992)
• rushmore (1998)
• the royal tenenbaums (2001)
• silver linings playbook (2012)
• x-men first class (2011)
• x-men days of future past (2014)
• the house (2022)
• i love you, man (2009)
• not another teenage movie (2001)
• road trip (2000)

• tiffany maxwell (silver linings playbook)
• wilt (fosters home for imaginary friends)
• alexander supertramp (into the wild) (also a real person!!!)
• raymond (rain man)
• ladybird (ladybird)
• steve (stranger things)
• nancy (stranger things)
• ed (cowboy bebop)
• desmond doss (hacksaw ridge) (also a real person!!!)
• peter parker (spiderman)
• qui gon jinn (star wars)
• andy dufrane (shawshank redemption)
• ray (mid 90's)
• danny mcdaniels (silver linings playbook)

• war dogs
• mid 90s
• whiplash
• what's eating gilbert grape
• rain man (1988)
• the shawshank redemption (1994)
• baby driver
• lady bird
• into the wild
• scott pilgrim vs the world
• into the spiderverse (2018)
• silver linings playbook (2012)

Girls

• circe
• gwen
• ophelia
• eileen
• piper
• clementine
• persephone
• indigo
• luna
• faye
• eden
• adelaide
• ursula

Boys

• wyatt
• van

• no more self hatred - it makes you spiral and ruins your day/week
• positive self talk - when journaling, write down 3 things you were happy with about yourself each day
• detachment - everything that has happened has happened. it does not define you, hold you back, or prevent you from moving forward. you have to choose to look forward, so stop dwelling, looking for sympathy, and putting yourself back in the moments

• shampoo
• conditioner
• toothbrush
• dry shampoo

• toffee crunch latte w/ oatmilk - very tasty, 4/5

• super cool dude named cole, backwards hat gave you the pint glass

• lorde
• bear hands
• sir sly
• the strokes

• emma stone
• jake gyllenhaal
• andrew garfield
• miles teller
• nicholas hoult
• michael cera
• christian bale
• ryan reynolds
• ryan gosling
• ellen/elliot page
• awkwafina (FUCKING QUEEN)
• jonah hill
• jennifer lawrence
• soairse ronan
• kristen schaal

• prioritizing physical health
  • gym every day that i'm not spending time with people/have another prior arrangement
    • current rotation
      • chest, shoulders, triceps
      • back, biceps, core
      • leg day
  • hitting protein goals and actually eating meals of substance
    • no more losing weight and feeling like shit
    • just buy groceries and stop eating out, cooking can be another good way to pass time and maybe enjoy it
• prioritizing mental health

• draw some frogs
• draw some bees

• Savory
  • veggie pasty
  • chicken curry pie
• Sweet
  • hedgehog
  • vanilla slice
  • lamington

• mango w vanilla custard
• strawberry watermelon w vanilla custard
• cotton candy w (vanilla??)
• cotton candy w cake batter

• STUFF I BOUGHT
• distraction - bear hands
• valentine - snail mail
• pure heroine - lorde
• melodrama - lorde
• fake tunes - bear hands
• evermore - taylor swift
• solar power (deluxe edition) - lorde
• fight songs - valve studio orchestra
• root down ep - beastie boys
• pulp fiction soundtrack - various artists
• GIFTS
• greatest hits - queen
• ALLEN & MOMS OLD STUFF
• sgt. peppers lonely hearts club band - the beatles (2)
• white album - the beatles
• steve miller band anthology - steve miller band
• deja vu - crosby, stills, nash, & young ?...