• seeing mau again (always at the top :) )
• the new sauce at chili's for their crispy chicken crispers
• starfield maybe??
• hiking with matt and victoria
• playing fetch with ellie
• the scott pilgrim anime coming out november 17th
• the ahsoka show on disney +
• everything that's coming with fall. the days are starting to feel like fall and i love it and i can't wait for halloween and the changing colors and just everything about fall
• as an add on to fall - watching fall vibe and halloween vibe movies with mau!
• meeting potential friends through bumbl for friends if i ever get around to downloading and setting it up
• my work exercise challenge

• learn a song on bass a month
• practice bass 2-3 times a week at least
• run a 5k
• max ira contribution
• ✔ stick to schedule on weekdays to get school stuff and cert stuff done efficiently
• start budgeting
• ✔ doordash/cover writing center shifts at least 3 times a week
• look at a spring semester internship to pull in some extra cash
• ✔ go to sleep 11-12 on weeknights unless you have a good reason not to
• no unnecessary YouTube!
• ✔ wake up at like 8:30 at the latest
• look at creating a website
• exercise: something rigorous 3 times a week

• ✔ cute overalls (i know it's unrealistic but holding out hope!)
• crop tops/shirts to crop
• large frame glasses (blue light would be cool!)

• plant pot shaped like a skull where the plants can grow through the top and eye holes
• a moderately-sized frog
• those little cute ceramic discs at anthropologie. they’re like the size of a coaster and are painted with these super cute designs. i think they’d be a good way to get into pottery and fun to paint together with mau

• howl’s moving castle
• blankets
• handmaid’s tale
• circe (5/23/22)
• the curious incident of the dog in the night-time (5/?/22)
• house on the cerulean sea (6/?/22)
• scott pilgrim 1 (7/19?/22)
• song of achilles (7/26/22)

• fargo (1992)
• rushmore (1998)
• the royal tenenbaums (2001)
• silver linings playbook (2012)
• x-men first class (2011)
• x-men days of future past (2014)
• the house (2022)
• i love you, man (2009)
• not another teenage movie (2001)
• road trip (2000)

• tiffany maxwell (silver linings playbook)
• wilt (fosters home for imaginary friends)
• alexander supertramp (into the wild) (also a real person!!!)
• raymond (rain man)
• ladybird (ladybird)
• steve (stranger things)
• nancy (stranger things)
• ed (cowboy bebop)
• desmond doss (hacksaw ridge) (also a real person!!!)
• peter parker (spiderman)
• qui gon jinn (star wars)
• andy dufrane (shawshank redemption)
• ray (mid 90's)
• danny mcdaniels (silver linings playbook)

• war dogs
• mid 90s
• whiplash
• what's eating gilbert grape
• rain man (1988)
• the shawshank redemption (1994)
• baby driver
• lady bird
• into the wild
• scott pilgrim vs the world
• into the spiderverse (2018)
• silver linings playbook (2012)

Girls

• circe
• gwen
• ophelia
• eileen
• piper
• clementine
• maureen
• persephone
• indigo
• luna
• faye
• eden
• adelaide
• ursula

Boys

• wyatt
• van

• garbage truck
• root down
• mr brightside (sounds easy?)
• can’t stop
• ✔ brutal
• adam's song
• ✔ psycho killer
• juicebox (eventually!)
• just experiment :)

• shampoo
• conditioner
• toothbrush
• dry shampoo

• toffee crunch latte w/ oatmilk - very tasty, 4/5

• super cool dude named cole, backwards hat gave you the pint glass

• 18 - first time donating plasma!//a nice walk//a sweet, loving letter from mau<3//playing games with thomas, jackson, matt, and matty//talking to mau on discord
• 23 - good second plasma donation//getting access to oracle vm for lab//walking while listening to lecture video//talking to the kind Japanese woman//getting to talk to mau on her drive home and on her walk//playing games with matt, matty, and jackson//10 minute night yoga
• 24 - waking up and getting to talk to mau on her drive to school :)//focused note taking//morning walk//
• 28 - getting to wash and vacuum ella//good writing center shift//tasty air-fried brusselsprouts//talking to mau on her way home and hearing about her amazing weekend//talking to uncle sean

• moving into a place with mau
• gas
• lizzie decks??
• car insurance
• airbnb w mau

• reading
• coding a website that you feel inspired about (improved listography?)
• duolingo and picking up another language?
• walking, exercise routine, running, etc.

• lorde
• bear hands
• sir sly
• the strokes

• emma stone
• jake gyllenhaal
• andrew garfield
• miles teller
• nicholas hoult
• michael cera
• christian bale
• ryan reynolds
• ryan gosling
• ellen/elliot page
• awkwafina (FUCKING QUEEN)
• jonah hill
• jennifer lawrence
• soairse ronan
• kristen schaal

• anyone else but you , the moldy peaches
• your ex-lover is dead - final fantasy , stars
• sea of love , cat power
• deceptacon , le tigre (live)
• the district sleeps alone tonight , the postal service
• hate to say i told you so , the hives

• the sweetest
• kind!!
• "mmm-hm!"
• her laugh(the best!)
• so stylish
• caring
• such a wonderful heart
• thrifting
• thoughtful questions
• genuine in everything
• the strokes
• coolest person I know
• absolutely beautiful
• makes me so unbelievably happy :)
• feels so right for me
• sweetest, most hospitable family
• loves baths
• again, the laugh!!!
• "rat girl"
• "i'm in love with you" (10/10/21)
• lives an admirable life

• The Handmaid's Tale
• If on a Winter's Night a Traveler
• Infinite Jest
• Educated
• Great Expectations
• The Alchemist
• Persepolis?
• A Book of Luminous Things

• oh klahoma - january
• float on
• song for no one
• big star
• lonely life
• i will survive

• draw some frogs
• draw some bees

• it’s starting to feel like fall and I think the smell is gonna come soon too! i love it, and now it reminds me of mau, the time we spent talking leading up to our first weekend and all the wonderful memories we’ve made. so excited to make more :)
• something about today has felt nostalgic, but also new and refreshing. i can't begin to put my finger on it but there's something special about it and i hope it continues
• today is my first day of fall, I’m positive! the smells and breeze outside and nostalgic thoughts of all the years, especially last year starting to date mau with fall as the background, they’re all coming back and it’s wonderful

• Savory
  • veggie pasty
  • chicken curry pie
• Sweet
  • hedgehog
  • vanilla slice
  • lamington

• 6/27/2022 - lots of thinking and journaling about it// i saw a really pretty sky this evening// skated around campus for a bit// got to facetime with mau and play stardew :)

• mango w vanilla custard
• strawberry watermelon w vanilla custard
• cotton candy w (vanilla??)
• cotton candy w cake batter

• have 5 close relationships with friends
• have 2 non- meat days/ week
• exercise more regularly— run a 5k
• be more laid back with plans changing and be more open to living freely

• c'mon c'mon (2021)
• licorice pizza (2021)

• ✔ eat less meat (move to mostly vegetarian diet)
• practice writing (but actually do it)
• study (like, way more)
• get the hang of meditation
• ✔ actually messing with bass more
• ✔ reading!
• ✔ keep being proactive/working ahead
• keeping in touch
• ✔ prioritizing what makes me happy and makes my life feel meaningful
• stop letting ideas go nowhere (ACT ON THEM!!)
• stop stressing so much
• quieting my mind
• getting more sleep

• STUFF I BOUGHT
• distraction - bear hands
• valentine - snail mail
• pure heroine - lorde
• melodrama - lorde
• fake tunes - bear hands
• evermore - taylor swift
• solar power (deluxe edition) - lorde
• fight songs - valve studio orchestra
• root down ep - beastie boys
• pulp fiction soundtrack - various artists
• GIFTS
• greatest hits - queen
• ALLEN & MOMS OLD STUFF
• sgt. peppers lonely hearts club band - the beatles (2)
• white album - the beatles
• steve miller band anthology - steve miller band
• deja vu - crosby, stills, nash, & young ?...