• squirrel
• anonymous
• diarrhea
• fettucini
• Popsicle
• scissors
• vacuum

• insincerity
• lies
• stealing
• walking too slow or walking behind someone who is walking slowly
• my own self-centeredness and self-pity
• being in love with someone who no longer loves me back (see above)
• when spray bottles are set on "stream" instead of "mist"
• parking bans
• the thought that my actions have prevented me from being truly happy
• driving behind someone who is driving at or below the speed limit
• when people think they are entitled to have certain things and act certain ways
• soft serve ice cream...it's just not real
• gossip (theoretically)
• fighting, yelling

• be self employed
• speak another language fluently
• travel to other countries
• bike trip across the US
• take a dance class
• learn how to can fruits and vegetables
• learn how to sew clothing that actually looks good
• learn some massage therapy
• 100 Miles of Wilderness of the AT
• Do a sprint triathalon
• grow a garden
• skateboard without falling on my ass

• Alababma
• Alaska
• Arizona
• Arkansas
• ✔ California
• Colorado
• ✔ Connecticut
• ✔ Delaware
• ✔ Florida
• ✔ Georgia
• Hawaii
• Idaho
• ✔ Illinois
• Indiana
• Iowa
• Kansas
• Kentucky
• Louisiana
• ✔ Maine
• ✔ Maryland
• ✔ Massachusetts

• Shoes
• Muffins!
• Lazy Sunday
• The Landlord
• Old Greg
• Be Somebody or Be Somebody's Fool
• Ouch Charlie!
• The Mysterious Ticking Noise
• Wizard Angst
• Sugalumps
• Charlie the Unicorn
• Most Beautiful Girl
• Jenny
• They Call Me the Hiphopopotamus My Lyric...
• Bret You've Got it Goin' On
• So Your Cat Wants a Message
• I'm Not Cryin'
• Milk and Cereal
• Aiesha
• Goonland
• The Evolution of Dance

GOOD

• a yarn shop
• farms
• bodies of water and mountains
• an organized room
• children playing
• the color kelly green
• the reflection of trees in the puddles formed in the rumble strip while driving on the highway
• the random pattern of morning windshield frost
• cobble stone streets
• kids all bundled up in winter coats and snow pants and hats and mittens
• the ripple of wind through a grassy field
• the sparkle of new fallen snow in the sunlight
• budding trees, especially that new green leaf color

YUM

• cilantro
• alfredo sauce
• chocolate cake with peanut butter frosting
• apple cider
• coconut chai tea with milk and honey
• peaches
• watermelon
• kissing a freshly brushed mouth
• brownie batter
• pan fried dumplings
• avocados
• thanksgiving
  • pecan pie
  • a mound of mashed potatoes with a spoon-made caldera in the middle filled with gravy
• rosemary focaccia bread
• honey nut cheerios and milk

• flying
• to understand and be able to speak any language
• walking on water
• breathing under water
• invisiblity

• all the things that are listed under good senses (taste, smell, touch, sounds, and sights)
• dancing
• singing in the shower
• being outside, especially on a sunny day
• Stanley
• knitting
• getting mail
• getting a phone call, email or other form of communication from someone I haven't talked to in a while
• swimming and diving into water
• spending time with family
• going to the library
• taking pictures
• walking around town
• riding my bike
• journaling
• reading
• feeling like I'm in shape

• camp on Moosehead Lake
• home
• Meme & Grampy's
• the library
• the beach
• in the woods
• in bed
• walking around Portland
• on an ultimate frisbee field

• Mom
• Dad
• Brandon
• Meme & Grampy
• Ilze
• Kristen
• Mel
• Lindsay
• Jessie
• Andy
• Jess
• Kathleen
• Aunt Eileen
• Carrie
• Aunt Megan & Uncle Mike
• The Stones & Medomak Family
• Nina
• Marilyn & Greg
• Marsha
• Mike
• Greg

• a papasan chair
• Home Movies Season 3 & 4
• Addi Click circular knitting needles
• Jewelry organizer
• A subscription to Selvedge Magazine
• This shirt

FAVORITES

• campfire
• lilac
• baked goods
• fall leaves
• sweet grass
• warm soil
• cut grass
• clean baby
• line dried bed sheets
• clean clothes
• gasoline
• basements
• garages
• peach
• pine
• cedar
• vanilla
• Meme & Grampy's house
• vine ripe tomatoes
• books

GOOD

• clean kitty litter
• soil
• diving into water; being submerged
• the warmth of sunshine on a cool, autumn day
  • running my fingers through my sun-warmed hair
• nice, soft yarn
• the weight and warmth of a pile of blankets on a cool night
• tight muscles after an ultimate tourney
• the shower after an ultimate tourney
• a real hug
• lotion
• walking barefoot on mossy ground
• stretching in bed after waking up
• feeling like I am physically unable to do something and then pushing through that feeling and doing it anyway

• Klimpt's "The Kiss"
• Van Gogh's "Starry Night"
• John William Waterhouse's "Lady of Shallot" series

• when my roommates get mail and I don't
• of people who can whistle well
• of people who can see the hidden images in those Magic Eye pictures
• of people who can read fast

• scary movies
• death--fear of the unknown
• things that harm the body and mind that you have no control over
• driving on rural Maine roads at night (deer, moose, and smaller critters running out in front of my car)
• the thought that, in the end, what I do here on Earth doesn't really matter
• that I may never be a part of a truly, authentic, romantic, loving relationship
• the thought that love will end

• America's Next Top Model
• Gossip Girl
• Biggest Loser
• The Office
• Heroes
• It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia
• Scrubs
• Glee
• Community
• Bones

• Relient K
• Death Cab for Cutie
• The Decemberists
• Copeland
• The Normals
• Neil Young
• Jack Johnson
• Coldplay
• Ingrid Michaelson
• Regina Spektor

FAVORITES

• The crunch and rustle of leaves underfoot
• Children laughing
• children talking to themselves while playing pretend
• The right type of music at the right time
• Rain on the rooftop
• waves
• the clap of the swinging door in the dining hall at Medomak
• church bells
  • chiming out the time
  • the ones in Farmington that play a song at 5pm
• the click of heels on a hard surface
• the sound a cork makes when you uncork a bottle
• popcorn popping