we are in our prime. any longer and it gets serious, and raw and deep. it will be more painful but more beautiful and stable and reliable. but right now, right now is amazing. it's too early to say what you wish to feel but early enough that you know you want to, and that in this very instant you are undoubtable happy. every second that goes by without you by my side is unbearable, the passion is torturious and the tension is sufficating. the feeling of needing someone so bad it is tearing you apart is what drives you. these moments you don't want to be alone, don't say a word, it's just as real and perfect. this feeling will not last, and it is sad. this is the prime of yerning, it hurts and it's beautiful.