this is in anger...

• i wish i had friends that cared about me.
• i wish i had friends that called me up.
• i wish i had friends that put half as much effort as i do.
• i wish i had a boyfriend who actually wanted to have sex with me.
• i wish i had a boyfriend who cared enough about me to put up with my family, even if it bores him.
• i wish i had a boyfriend who is more amused by me than a video game or movie.
• i wish i had a boyfriend who forced me to tell him what is wrong when he knows i am upset.
• i wish i had a boyfriend who wants to stay up until 4am with me rather than sleep at 11.