• photographs are my favourite material things in the world.
• i collect photographs. i also collect fashion magazines, memorabilia from my past, and books.
• aesthetics are everything to me. i am a sucker for anything beautiful.
• i am in love with the idea of being in love. i have been in love before-- it is hard, and it hurts, and it's consuming; but it's worth it.
• i write the most and i write the best when i have a broken heart.
• i want to go to africa more than anything but i am frightened by the potential reality of it.
• if i had an inexhaustible source of income, i would:

-smoke weed constantly,

-live as a nomad, traveling the globe and setting up sexual health clinics everywhere i go,

-have a sick ass camera with a sick ass collection of lenses

• nothing drives me away more than clinginess.
• despite my love of the idea of love, i'm not really a romantic person.
• i don't know if i ever want to get married. marriage is an exhausted social construction that bores me.
• i don't know if i ever want to have biological children. i don't know if i could handle pregnancy.
• i want to adopt children. i want to save children who would otherwise suffer, because it's not fair, and i am sure as hell not going to waste the privilege into which i was born and under which i live.
• i wish i had more confidence, but i am worried that if i bump it up, i may mistakenly come off as arrogant, which is the last thing i want.
• i can't wait to get out of this town for good.
• i am terrified to open up my heart again. i am a cynic. i am a pessimist. i want to meet someone who will make me take that chance, but until then, this is who i am and i am scared.
• i have this issue. i can't watch most TV series unless i have the entire series on hand at once. i actually cannot handle having to wait to see what happens next. case in point: i watched the first four seasons of OTH in two weeks. things that may factor into this: my impatience, my obsessive nature, gluttony.
• i love abandoned things, places; people. i like them best of all. i'm drawn to them.
• i like used things better than new things.
• i really hate having to pee. and peeing. it's just such a waste of time. like, no, i don't actually want to stop what i'm doing every 45 minutes to go sit on the toilet and pee and then wash my hands. that's so inconvenient. honestly. and sometimes if i'm drinking a lot it's like, every half hour. um, no thanks.
• being high makes my synesthesia SO much more intense that i really sometimes can't distinguish one sense from the other. it's incredible.
• i hate monkeys, they scare and disturb me and they're not cute at all, ever, and they freak me out. ok. why do so many people not understand this.
• i would like to kiss you but in the end kissing ruins everything, i think.