- january 1 i slept through midnight 
- january 2 i probably wont take my Christmas tree down until mid February 
- january 3 its bad to put dawn in an industrial dishwasher 
- january 4 recently i've discovered raisins dont satisfy like they used to 
- january 5 i resent not having a treehouse during my childhood 
- january 6 i'd rather doodle on grid paper 
- january 7 if i dont get a polaroid camera this year i'll be disappointed 
- january 8 i'm developing an addiction for mitchell davis [www.youtube.com/livelavalive] 
- january 9 i turn 18 in a month--its still exciting 
- january 10 i'm probably one of the funniest people i know 
- january 11 i over estimated my job when i started 
- january 12 text replies HOURS late are irritating 
- january 13 i think i knew what i was doing on my biology exam 
- january 14 i looked on her paper on the questions i didn't know, but that was only like 5 of the 50 i swear 
- january 15 i'll never be a writer 
- january 16 exams are over, but i'm still stressed 
- january 17 i just had an epiphany: drama is never over 
- january 18 bubble wrap is more entertaining every time 
- january 19 i drank a monster last night, and i didn't sleep at all 
- january 20 senioritis isn't a myth 
- january 21 i get antsy from wanting to know secrets 
- january 22 i'm addicted to creating lists 
- january 23 kissing in the rain isn't as glorious when a cold front has just moved through the area 
- january 24 he thought i was asleep the whole time, but really i just loved being in his arms and knowing he was looking down at me smiling 
- january 25 i can name at least two things that i've burnt out on so far this year 
- january 26 i've never been this happy with a guy. 
- january 27 whenever there's a possibility of a snow day i never get my hopes up, and it usually ends with with no school. 
- january 28 i was real sure about where i was going for college, but now i've never been so unsure about anything. 
- january 29 sometimes when i'm not thinking, i try to unlock my house with the remote that goes to my car. 
- january 30 he's my peter pan and i'm his wendy. 
- january 31 i was at school on a saturday for yearbook--and i ran down the hallways just to see what it would be like. 
- february 1 my brother is the most stubborn, abrupt person i know. 
- february 2 i think you were better off without him. 
- february 3 i hid in the dark room during the fire drill today. 
- february 4 eventually, i WILL win a tickle fight. 
- february 5 the only part of going to the ER i remember last night is when my mom rolled me over onto the catscan cot--i found out today it was actually a male nurse 
- february 6 i'm about to start looking for a new job 
- february 7 tonight was the first night we've been able to lay under the stars since october; man i missed it. happy two months sweetheart<3 
- february 8 this is probably the worst sick i've ever been 
- february 9 with or without the presents, i have everything i want this year for my birthday. i'm 18! 
- february 10 i've got valentines day all figured out. 
- february 11 this morning i thought to myself, "if i had a bump-it I would never have a bad hair day." 
- february 12 i will never intentionally break the honor code to that extent again, pinky swear. 
- february 13 i've been looking for the perfect songs for this mix cd for hours. 
- february 14 i'm pretty good at this girlfriend thing. 
- february 15 being facebook official PROBABLY shouldnt give me this much giddiness 
- february 15 i've never meant i love you the way i meant it tonight 
- february 16 i felt really terrible when i thought he heard us talking about him. 
- february 17 i think someone should invent windshield wipers that can SENSE which speed to go, depending on how hard the rain is. 
- february 18 my days are always good when they start off with: a good hair day, sunshine, and spice girls blasting through the speakers. 
- february 19 when i get productive things done i'm in a good mood for days. 
- february 20 sometimes after i set my mind on something i get close minded about other things, like couches. 
- february 21 i'm not very good at eating rice with chopsticks, but i'm getting better 
- february 22 no matter the diet, or if it is swim suit season, cookies are my weakness--EVERY TIME 
- february 23 this is one of the first times this year i've READ my english assignment rather than just used spark notes. 
- february 24 the christmas tree in my room is still standing and decorated (see JAN 2) 
- february 25 when your dad said, "next christmas i'm expecting a custom made suit from you," it made me feel real good inside 
- february 26 i swear, my intuition is strong enough to be a sixth sense 
- february 27 it felt good when i was FINALLY THE ONE who had the better come back, it doesn't happen very often 
- february 28 snow gets more beautiful every time i see it 
- march 1 this scholarship is so important to me, not just for the money, but because i think i deserve it. 
- march 2 today was the most stressful day i've had in a few weeks. 
- march 3 i did something today that i'm to embarrased to be specific about 
- march 4 i sing everywhere, especially loud in the car. 
- march 5 i have never felt a stronger force than sincere inspiration. 
- march 6 sometimes i wonder if fabric softener really even makes a difference. 
- march 7 ominous midnights out of doors are eerie to me. 
- march 8 i wasn't really sick this morning, just overwhelmed. 
- march 9 i think i'm better at drawing than i give myself credit for. 
- march 10 when i climb a route really well at the climbing center i feel accomplished. 
- march 11 when i pack for a trip I have to try on all of the outfits BEFORE they go into the suitcase (just to make sure they're really as cute as i think they'll be) 
- march 12 i can only eat one thing at a time, fries THEN hamburger, and when i was a kid i used to take my hamburger apart to eat it, bun THEN patty 
- march 13 i really want to see Garden State 
- march 14 it made me smile real big when we looked at picture albums tonight 
- march 15 today when i was singing my mind was in the wrong place 
- march 16 GOD this week is going to go slow 
- march 17 jack johnson wrote his albums with visions of couples like us. 
- march 18 i wish i could express to you how badly i want you to be happy 
- march 19 frequently, when driving in the morning (like, to school), i curb check and always get scared i'm going to lose control of my car. 
- march 20 she should NOT have won best dressed. 
- march 21 sometimes i just feel it neccessary to clean for a few hours. 
- march 22 i thinks she's harsh because she's scared. 
- march 23 i am completely, head over heels in love with my boyfriend. 
- march 24 being on top of that mountain was like being on top of the world 
- march 25 so i applied for a job at a bakery today, and i REALLY want them to call me back 
- march 26 i really dig this haircut 
- march 27 where did the spring go? 
- march 28 i've been craving BBQ for a week 
- march 29 sometimes i get insecure for no reason at all 
- march 30 4th nine weeks of senior year--better go by fast. 
- march 31 my second interview was today, the manager intimidates me. 
- april 1 i've never been able to pull off an april fools correctly 
- april 2 thirty days of school has never seemed so extensive. 
- april 3 english has never been one of my favorite classes, this year it keeps me on my toes. 
- april 4 i didn't think the second half of senior year was supposed to be stressful. 
- april 5 today the kids sang at church--i'm not sure if it was cute or really annoying. 
- april 6 i had to leave his house early because his family came into town, but i wanted to go with him to pick up his brother. 
- april 7 picked up my cap and gown today, it gave me goosebumps. 
- april 8 our four month was yesterday--its still feels magic. 
- april 9 i'm not going to buy nonslip shoes for work, i'm just going to wear my flats and if i slip i'll say they were faulty. 
- april 10 he left for texas today, i don't look forward to his going out of town. 
- april 11 instead of working tonight i watched movies all day with my mom. 
- april 12 i wish he would've been there for easter dinner, he's a part of the family now. 
- april 13 i'm impressed with my gpa for this quarter. guess i don't have to give up quite yet. 
- april 14 art isn't supposed to be this frustrating. i thought it was supposed to be an "easy A" 
- april 15 tonight proves i don't want he-who-used-to-be in my life any more. 
- april 16 i should've won designer of the year, i'm better than that other girl 
- april 17 i've never felt love grow like i felt it grow last night 
- april 18 we were up and down all day, but then we made pancakes and everything was perfect again. 
- april 19 this string of bad days could end ANY time. 
- april 20 the yearbooks came in--i was expecting them to be better. 
- april 21 i felt so discouraged when i left work tonight. 
- april 22 tonight's shift more than made of up for last night. 
- april 23 cocky people are a pet peeve of mine 
- april 24 i can understand what the cooks are saying in the kitchen, even if it is all in spanish. 
         jan 22 2009 ∞
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