a. hanging out with jennifer moore. b. talking to jennifer moore. c. jennifer moore laying on top of me. d. seeing jennifer moore smile. e. driving jennifer's car and dropping her off in the morning, picking her up to take her out to lunch, and picking her up at the end of the day, and sleeping in her bed in between

• oil rigs every five feet digging digging digging for oil.
• driving through big sandy texas the home of lovie smith hours before the colts win the superbowl.
• drive thru liquor marts.
• being able to get like 12 items of mexican food at taco bueno for like 2.46
• doing it with jennifer moore.
• doing it with jennifer moore again!
• speed limits are faster than you can practically drive.
• people are nice!

• j.
• nina.
• cigarettes.
• water.
• electric blanket.
• laptop.
• ipod.
• books all over the bed.
• letters all over the bed.

• bugs.
• expired food/being fat.
• denial.
• failure.
• never being recognized.
• never being recognized.
• needles/paper cuts/blood in general.
• eyes being cut or poked or ripped out.
• getting stabbed.

• people i've known (penpals/friends/strangers)
• jerome david salinger.
• charles bukowski.
• haruki murakami.
• f. scott fitzgerald.
• me.
• ernest hemingway.
• richard siken.
• phillip k. dick.

• become famous.
• write books.
• get rich.
• j.
• only put in my body fruits and vegetables and grains for at least a month.
• travel the world.
• have a positive effect on a large amount of people.
• save something.
• do something.

• every one i've ever stepped foot in.

• j.
• myself.
• jae.

• working for a big big company.
• thinking hard!
• reading and writing!
• thinking about/being in love with j. (fireworks)
• sleeping.
• thinking about traveling.
• downloading torrents.
• watching movies.
• drinking coffee/using my brain!

• six feet under.
• arrested development.
• rescue me.
• indianapolis colts.
• tgif as a kid.
• fresh prince of bel-air.
• the wire.
• big love.
• anything hbo ever did.

• somehow turn it into a billion dollars.
• buy a house in the city, a house in the woods.
• shopping spree for friends and family!
• smell it.
• rub it all over my face.
• bathe in it.
• give it away to people with kind faces.
• go places!
• do things!