hello. my name is dirk, "d" if you fuck with that. i also go by rust. he/him and masculine referrals exclusively.

• i'm a 19 year old queer man diagnosed with various disorders.
  • DID, BPD, and AUDHD being the only important ones to note.
  • i'm not often vocal about my systemhood.
• i'm a fictional introject of him.
  • this is meant to explain behavioral patterns.
  • i don't want to be sought out solely for my source material.
• i consider myself mentally disabled, and as a result may struggle with proper communication.
  • i'm freakishly verbose with poor tone regulation.
  • i frequently go AWOL for self-regulation purposes.
• my comfort level can be a factor in how willing i am to communicate.
  • i'm much more laid-back and relaxed with friends.
  • i can seem stiff at first, but if given time i can warm up.
• i'm often extremely blunt and straightforward with what i say.
  • i'm unfortunately misunderstood a lot as a result.
  • if i ever seem unclear with what i say, don't be shy to ask me to clarify as i'll more often than not be very happy to.
• i make suicide jokes, alongside just having a crude vocabulary.
• i drink and ingest weed sometimes. this is in moderation and for my own mental health as i have a multitude of issues that are difficult to cope with.