hello. my name is dirk, "d" if you fuck with that. i also go by rust or byte. he/him and masculine referrals are preferable.

• i'm a 19 year old disabled, queer man.
  • diagnosed with DID, AUDHD, BPD, and more unlisted.
  • i'm not often vocal about my systemhood as a result of the shitty reputation dissociative disorders have on the internet.
• i'm an INTP, 5w4, 548, sp/so.
  • these are for fun, i find it interesting.
• i'm a fictional introject of dirk strider.
  • this is meant to explain certain behavioral patterns and my layouts tied directly to him. it's who i'm based off as an alter, but i'm not a fictional character and don't want to be treated like i am one just because of my introjection.
• i'm pretty fucked up mentally, and as a result may struggle with proper communication. i try my best regardless.
  • i'm freakishly verbose with poor tone regulation/recognition.
  • i frequently go AWOL for self-regulation purposes.
  • if i ever seem unclear with what i say, don't be shy to ask me to clarify as i'll more often than not be very happy to.
• my comfort level can be a factor in how willing i am to communicate.
  • i'm much more laid-back and relaxed with friends and mutuals.
  • i can seem stiff at first, but if given time i can warm up.
• i make suicide jokes, alongside just having a crude vocabulary.
  • i sometimes (sparingly) use slurs i can reclaim.
• my base energy is terribly low and i have a tendency to shut down quickly if i'm on a day where i'm not feeling well.
  • this is due to both physical issues and mental issues. i'm not very open about it with strangers.
  • i can be quiet and generally uncommunicative on these days.

to give a short description of who i am, i'm a man of precise wording with too much time on his hands. i can always learn more, and i'd like to.