- 11012009: Queen of Pentacles / 6 of Cups / Queen of Swords
- Today will start out strongly rooted in routine and duty. I will get the things that need to be done, done, and with very little resistance. The day then phases into a comfortable lulling of pleasant activities by midday. The evening will be filled with intellectual activities; however, it may also hold the potential for overly harsh self-criticism. Because the energy of the Queen of Pentacles resonates throughout the day, however, I feel like there will be a strong tension later in the day between wanting to get things done and mental embarrassment or anguish resulting from self-criticism. It's important to find a balance of mental self-criticism and having a positive effect in getting things done. In mid-day it will also be important not to be swept away in fits of comfortable fantasy and stick to the agenda. Today should be about acknowledging defeat and moving on with my life as strongly as possible. It is also possible to dwell too much on the past or to think of things too much--move on. Today is about moving on from past mistakes!
- Today will be about finding a healthy balance between indulgence and forgiveness and self-criticism and forward thinking. Think of the larger picture and keep to a strict schedule as much as possible to ensure success!
- I think the lesson I learned today is not to take things too much to heart--that there are a lot of psychological fears that I read too much into and think they are actually justified. I also think that today was a really great and productive day were it not for these fears, which worked against me to produce a lot of distress and meddled with my capacity to focus and concentrate. I also lost some money today by being locked out of my house but the time I spent waiting for the locksmith--time I would have spent worrying and studying--was a good thing. It helped me clear my mind and forced me to take things easy for 30 mere but important minutes. I talked to an upperclassman who told me not to get too stressed because it would help me in the end and I think that's very true and clear and perceptive.
- 11022009 8 of Wands / Ace of Pentacles / 4 of Swords
- Today starts out with rushing but slows to drudgery toward midday and simmers down to laziness at the evening.
- 11032009 Wheel of Fortune (X) / 3 of Pentacles / 4 of Cups
- 11042009 5 of Swords / 6 of Wands / Ace of Wands
nov 1 2009 ∞
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