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"Time is like wax, dripping from a candle flame. In the moment, it is molten and falling, with the capability to transform into any shape. Then the moment passes, and the wax hits the table top and solidifies into the shape it will always be. It becomes the past – a solid single record of what happened, still holding in its wild curves and contours the potential of every shape it could have held ."

"...stare, snow-dazed, / Deep into grassier ditches. So we drowse, sun-dozed, / Littered with blossoms trickling where the blackbird fusses. /—Is it that we are dying?"

• astronomy
• classics
• linguistics + literature
• (Western classical) music

• fall in love
• go to a pride parade
• learn morse code
• learn bsl
• write a fic

"For today , you happened to be the defeated. But what will you become tomorrow ?"

• humid weather
• people arguing
• artificial grass
• people who are assholes
• msa
• tiktok
• dirty toilets
• stereotypes
• hypocrites
• long nails

"they're so pretty , it hurts / i'm not talking 'bout boys, i'm talking 'bout girls"

"Listeners, listeners out there, listeners out in the vacant night clinging to my voice as a simulacrum of companionship, remember: fear is consciousness plus life . Regret is an attempt to avoid what has already happened. Toast is bread, held under direct heat until crisp. The present tense of regret is indecision. The future tense of fear is either comedy or tragedy. And the past tense of toast is toasted ."