27/2

in englit p5, she comes in to grab her y13 tray; looks up, makes eye contact and i swear she winks at me. i cannot focus on poetry for the next 5 minutes

9/3

lining up for the whole year yrbk photo, and she winks at me

10/3

walking down the corridor, and she's behind me. I half-stop to tell her I have a question and we continue to walk; on reaching the office, she tells me about the yr 7 kid who asked why the Jews were fighting the Germans (Maus)

16/3

called me "my love"

29/4

"I have a question for you" and jeez louise I thought it was going to be something scary but no: she asks if I have any Chinese lit recs from Mao's era

5/3

walking out of the O block at the end of the day, I pass her and she says, "have a good evening"

10/3

walking up the N block stairs and she's coming down, and she stares at me ominously before saying, "have a good evening"