June 2nd Monday

• didn't sleep well, had to wake up early to see my doctor. been in pain from something since march and it feels like it'll never end.
• first day of my admin assistant job! met some of the other people and I have my own desk too...ate lunch with the others, it's very exciting.
• dad came over to take care of rory and made dinner for me. didn't get to thank him and I cried from the loneliness + gratitude I felt.
• I haven't studied for my japanese class at all but I don't think it'll matter too much lmao...

June 3rd Tuesday

• woke up with bad anxiety, slept just as bad as the night before.
• today is rory's 10th birthday and I feel bad because I didn't even mention it online...I've been exhausted.
• work went nicely though, still felt nervous but the tasks I did today were straightforward and I didn't feel bad for asking my supervisor a lot of questions.
• gave rory some extra treats and walked him again when I got home. sometimes I worry I'm not good at taking care of him. when my mom comes back, I'll get him a pup cake to celebrate.

June 4th Wednesday

• had therapy in the morning, was annoyed because my session was interrupted. feels like things haven't been working out.
• work was quiet, went by quick. did a lot of graphic design work.
• made pizza after I got home, then had to hurry to class. really loved our substitute and felt at ease when I answered questions and made mistakes.

June 5th Thursday

• picked up lunch and dinner for myself before work.
• work today was a bit slower because I mostly watched coworkers explain how to do specific things today. everyone I work with has been very nice so far, and not in a phony/fake/corporate way.
• watched the first two episodes of s2 of midnight diner.
• made katakana study cards. I'm behind and need to catch up.