May 20th Tuesday

• This week hasn't been very good, I'm struggling a lot. I'm trying to be patient with myself but my anxiety is eating at me and I feel like I could start crying at any given moment. I know I'd never disappoint my therapist, she'd probably remind me my healing isn't linear and that it's ok to have bad days, the same old things I know by now.
• Regardless, I can't help feeling disappointed in myself.

May 21st Wednesday

• Took a break from working out and started up again this week. Today I did some strength training and had pizza as a reward :o)
• Had to speed through episode 7 of Tokyo Vice lol I don't really care for Samantha or Jake tbh...
• Class was ok. We started learning about katakana and demonstratives. Maybe I'll be able to write out my name soon.

May 22nd Thursday

• Picked up dinner for mom and I, got us bento boxes. Mom brought me an ube pastry from work that I'm excited to eat.
• Therapy was very good, felt nice to vent out my feelings from this week and to recognize that I AM changing for the better. My boundaries are improving little by little.
• Made katakana flashcards.

May 23rd Friday

• Had burgers for dinner!!
• Played jackbox with some of the girlies for about 2hrs, I had so much fun. It was a nice way to distract from anxiety I'd been having.
• Started Midnight diner, watched 2 episodes. I'm looking forward to watching more, it's nice.

May 24th Saturday

• Took Rory for a long walk.
• Went out for a bit in the afternoon.
• Started to have a really intense headache. Surprisingly drinking 7up helped, but I also took a bunch of headache meds lol
• Despite the headache, watched Perfect Days. What a beautiful movie.