May 6th Tuesday

• anxiety wasn't as bad this morning.
• picked up musubi and a can of peach tea for lunch, sushi for dinner. everyone was out! maybe because it was so sunny today.
• walked rory.
• got my eyebrows waxed. the esthetician I saw today was talkative but I liked her, will try to book with her again.
• did 30min hiit workout.
• memorized the rest of my hiragana for class tomorrow. finished up notes.
• felt a bit moody, checked my tracker and it looks like pmdd symptoms are settling in.

what a weird week so far. I had 3 appointments that all had to have their times switched to another day. really enjoy the sunny and warm weather, though.

May 7th Wednesday

• woke up with bad anxiety.
• went to kinokuniya but didn't buy anything, couldn't justify the prices. picked up lunch at uwaji.
• lower back was hurting, did stretches and a 15 min strength workout.
• had a few spizzico di pizza's for dinner!! I miss bagel bites.
• japanese class was nice today. felt confident in answering, sensei said my pronunciation was cute ToT

May 8th Thursday

• anxiety wasn't as bad this morning.
• therapy went well, proud to share part of myself I hadn't felt comfortable sharing in the past with other therapists.
• made pasta for dinner.
• sat out in the sun for awhile. I want to go to the lake again.
• made note cards for yōon hiragana.

May 9th Friday

• anxiety was a little high again this morning but the pain I felt in my neck made me forget about it entirely. must've slept wrong because I have such a bad headache from the pain.
• went over phone call script for 2nd interview. need to go in for 3rd interview on monday.
• got ice cream after dinner, black sesame with oreo pieces.
• rewatched the handmaiden and cried.

May 10th Saturday

• slept poorly, neck pain woke me up.
• went to new balance for new walking shoes, then visited grandma.
• had a katsu sandwich for dinner it was soo good. mom got me a smores cookie too.
• watched 13 assassins. enjoyed it.