• All the genuine apologies from my old "friends" for the way they treated me for years
• All the apologies from my parents for always commenting on my insecurities and flaws
• A home safe enough to wake up and not having to stop household fights or argumets
• The hair I lost due to much stress
• The academic potential I lost due to deteriorating mental health
• The ability to not overthink every actions
• The time I wasted trying to recover
• An artistic career without having to get a “real job"
• A stable mental health

• The Devil's Backbone
• Hellboy and Hellboy 2 ✓
• Pan's Labyrinth ✓
• Pacific Rim ✓
• Crimson Peak ✓
• The Shape of Water
• Nightmare Alley
• Pinocchio ✓
• Frankenstein ✓

hi guys! my name's Calandra but sometimes I use alternative names on the internet for personal safety reasons unless there are trusted ppl <3 I currently study in visual design and communications while having an internship!

fandoms I'm in: Avatar (the tall, blue, four-fingered ppl) Aliens VS Predators, Angry Birds, AOT, American McGee's Alice, American Ninja Warrior, Creepypasta, DC, Demon Slayer, Frankenstein, Formula 1, Ghostbusters, Golden Kamuy, Monster High, Peculiar Children, Pirates of the Caribbean, Pacific Rim, RDR, SCP, SpongeBob SquarePants, Sasuke, Takeshi's Castle

• Vincent ✓
• Frankenweenie 1984
• Beetlejuice
• Batman ✓
• Batman Returns ✓
• Edward Scissorhands
• Sleepy Hollow ✓
• Charlie and The Chocolate Factory ✓
• Corpse Bride ✓
• The Nightmare Before Christmas
• Sweeeney Todd
• Alice in Wonderland ✓
• Dark Shadow
• Frankenweenie 2012 ✓
• Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children ✓

Universities in Indonesia:

- PUBLIC

• Bandung Institute of Technology (ITB)
• Universitas Pendidikan Indonesia

- PRIVATE

• Universitas Jenderal Achmad Yani
• Universitas Multimedia Nusantara
• Harapan Bangsa Institute of Technology
• Pelita Harapan University

Universities Abroad:

• University of New South Wales Sydney
• University of South Australia (Adelaide)
• Brandon University Canada
• Lewis and Clark College, Oregon, USA
• University of Edinburgh, Scotland, UK

I'm putting some of the quotes I got on this list from a book titled; Berani Melambat Saat Dunia Serba Cepat (or in English "Couraging Yourself to Slow Down While The World Gets Fast") by Tara Damaya, an Indonesian author and a mom. It's gonna be long tho :)

• "Era digital membuat banyak orang merasa dituntut untuk segera memperoleh pencapaian, baik kesuksesan secara materi dan finansial, karier yang bagus, hingga status sosial. Desakan ekonomi dan perilaku pamer di media sosial seakan-akan mendorong orang untuk bekerja lebih produktif lagi agar mendapatkan hasil yang lebih banyak lagi. Tentu hal ini membuat kebanyakan orang menjadi tak sempat memikirkan tentang apa yang sebenarnya ingin dilakukan." Page 9
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