The sky is still the same, the water is still the same, but on this desert and under this horizon, there are no more of that person.

I love you, Murong Yu, and I will never betray that, with the heaven and the earth as witness and the sun and the moon as proof.

Let him be engraved in my heart, for this life and all the ones to come and never fade away.

The fleeting twenty years of my life has brought me so much upheaval but to me, his embrace is eternal.

"May we meet again in the next life and never be apart." I take his hand an look into his eyes with tears in mine. "And may we join hands in this life and regard the beauty of this land."

As much as this world is large, as much as nature is beautiful; for the rest of my life, there will only be one in Han Xin's heart.

So please, let me be greedy for just now. Let me hang onto this transient warmth. Let me give free reins to my feelings just this once. Let me remember his warmth and his kiss, let this moment be the most longing one of my life.

Time is like water, Murong Yu. Meeting each other in this world of too much war, too much chaos, was our misfortune, yet the single fortunate thing is that we met each other.

You’re the son of heaven. You should be reigning above all and hold the authority over life and death, enjoying glory beyond description. I just wanna be like the clouds or the wild cranes and indulge in the beauties of nature. I wanna be a free spirit with no worries.

From now on, there will be no wars, no arguments, no loneliness, no farewells, no separation. There will only be an eternity that belongs to them.

If… If I really do die in his hands, I guess it would be a happy ending.

I felt like I truly had someone — someone I loved.

Affinity — a fleeting affinity. Who knows? Maybe we’ll meet again, or maybe we’ll be forever estranged in this life.

This time there will be thousands of li between us, so much so that even the winds will have difficulty traversing. I wonder how long it will be before we meet again.

If time were to turn back on itself and let us return to the moment we first met, let us have another chance to choose, I would still take the throne and he would still lay siege to my city without a doubt. Our present was chosen by us. We can’t blame anyone else.

Let us wait, and wait some more, for that day when we can meet again.

I feel in love but I have to send my love to the grave with my own hands.

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