I have started a weight loss journey on Monday, March 3, 2025 at 360lb exactly. Then on Monday, March 10, 2025, I added a compound tirzepatide thanks to my doctor. I was weighing in at a whopping 355.6lb.

Why am I making these changes?

• I want to feel pretty.
  • I'm stoked to see how my face card upgrades.
• I want to find nice clothes and look good.
  • I honestly cannot wait to be able to walk into a store and not have to go to the hidden little rack in the back for the fat girls and most of that not even fitting.
• I want my health to be better than it ever has been.
• I want to move freely in / with my body.
• I don't want to live with the "Alice In Wonderland Effect" where I can look at something and my head tells me I am massive and I won't fit or am larger than everyone else. I also look at other people and I feel like a giant. I don't want that.
• I really just want to make myself proud.
• I want to be a size 8. My memaw said I would be a "knockout" if I was... It's stuck with me for a long time!
• I want to be treated nicely.
  • Honestly, I have always felt like people treat me nicely but according to everyone else I've ever heard who has lost weight when you're fat people treat you like shit. Maybe because I've always been fat I've never noticed it?
• I want to be a mum. Like, I really, really want to be a mum. I want to make J a dad. Just it's all I ever wanted.
• I want a bra that fits well and is comfortable and for the girls to be nice looking.
  • I might not have much in the way of breasts when I'm done. I'm an A-cup (will adjust as I lose weight and band size shrinks) now so after losing almost 200lb I might not even need a bra. Haha. A girl can wish!